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I lay here in the dark, I cry alone.
Arms wrapped around me tight, but they’re my own.


I feel not the warmth of another.
I feel no love, yet I feel so smothered.


I am broken inside.
I am lost with no place to hide.


I must get ready, I see no other way.
I’m so alone, each and every day.


I’d ask for an angel, but none would come.
I lay here broken, my body so numb.


I cry out for help, but in silence so no one hears.
I feel so very far from those I hold dear.


I'm in a nightmare, I can’t survive.
I'm dead, and yet here I am, still alive.


I'll never get the chance to atone.
So I lay here, broken and alone.



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  • phoeby said on Nov 27, 2008....
    hey josh,
    i hope you can reach out to someone soon.. don't give up.

    love phoeby 
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2009....
    I think this poem reflects my life and how i feel right now,
    I have found the right poison that will stop my heart
    within 4hrs.  Good by cruel world.
  • phoeby said on Jan 03, 2009....
    i can't tell whether 4 hours have past because of the screwed up times on soulcast atm, but stay with it, anonymous.... there are so so so many other options.

    talk to someone maybe? write about it...let it out somehow. 

    love phoeby

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