oh the sun is shinning! the trees are alive! flowers are blooming!
ok in all actuality, the weather around here is quite the opposite. its cold and dark. and my siblings are yelling right now.
but in my head im dancing in a beautiful field in tie dye.

    my ex, the one i refer to as the mostly ex, just left my house. it was the first time we've hung out since all the drama, and it was beautiful. we talked, he asked to hear the songs i've been working on lately, he bought me KFC, and then we cuddled. I nearly cried, how lame am i? lol. but then we kissed, and i actually teared up. adding to the lame-factor. and then we did some other stuff, but point is - im in. lol. it was wonderful.

so im in a good mood. a wonderful mood. i was jumping when he said he'd hang out with me, thinking he'd probably ditch me, and now this. glorious.

    im just gonna skip any details and savor my happiness.