It's that time of year again, my birthday!!! The day has just begun, so far I've woken up 30 minutes early, but that's ok I'll just have a longer birthday!
My plans for the rest of the day are to go to a couple of my classes, one that I kind of like and one that I've missed to many classes for already, which makes me nervious cause the teacher might notice it's my birthday and the class might sing to me in italian. Ohwell! Maybe I'll like it.
Next I plan to eat whatever I want! I think something at starbucks and pizza for lunch and other bad for me things. Then when I come back home, maybe I'll see if my momma feels like taking me shopping for my present and a cake. I hope it's going to be a nice day!
I'll try to recount things here later I think. My best friend is the first to send me a present and wish me happy birthday yesterday, I feel special! I think this year is going better already! I'll be back later!
Update! Welll it sure doesn't feel like most the day has gone by, but it has. It's interesting that today I'm kind of making myself be in a good mood and not letting the little things that usually make me grumpy get me that way, like driving or getting every stop light or something like that. It is kind of nice not being so negative, I'm gonna bring this up with my shrink I think. Anyway! When I got to school, I had a yummy breakfast and went to class. They didn't sing happy birthday to me, which was a big relief, but I'll be honest was a little disappointing. Anyway, after that I got some coffee and bought me some pretty colored pens and went to my next class. The teacher likes to play music from the era we are going to cover and he played us some terrrrible song, I couldn't stand it. So my happy mood was waneing till he got into the lecture and now I even want to research more on the topic, how bout them apples.
Then I went home and dressed myself up. My momma took me to lunch and bought me a nice journal to write in, which I've been wanting one for weeks now for some reason. I've never wanted one before. Then we went to the mall, but didn't find much and we bought my cake, strawberry ice cream cake oooh boy, and I got a calzone for dinner. Overall It's been awesome. I ran into a few issues, negative thoughts and self image, but I tried really hard to let it go. I must say this has been a way better birthday then some other years!
