Numb
Panicky
Disappointed
Hurt
Angry
Overwhelmed
Confused
Anxious
Scared
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Relieved
Sad
I made the most STUPID mistake at work today, the most STUPID, IDIOTIC, totally avoidable mistake. And if I get fired over this, I can't blame anyone but myself. I don't want to lose my job, and not because I won't be able to find another, but because I LOVE my job, I love the people, the work that keeps my mind off of everything for at least 8 hours, not to mention it pays the bills...I really want to keep this job.
And if I lose my job, I think aside from feeling like a total failure, I might be a little relieved. Not to have to worry or think or wake up in the morning...even though work is the only reason I've forced myself to do any of those things. To have an excuse to crumble into myself is tantalizing, but scary. Without a reason to get up in the morning, I won't.
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tbs230 posted on Nov 20, 2008
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fragglesrock said on Nov 20, 2008....
i'm sorry to hear about the mistake, try not to beat yourself up, and try not to crumble......i'm sending good thoughts your way......... -
Me-Myself&I said on Nov 20, 2008....
Bless your heart! sigh... no one has said anything, have they? if i am being nosey, i'm sorry. well if they hadn't.... normally if you are going to get fired, they do it right then and there. so see you may not get fired. i hope not, i understand the reason ...for getting up in the morning. well take care of yourself. my thoughts are with you too. ~see ya -
lionesss said on Nov 20, 2008....
Awww, every1 makes mistakes them being big or small, just b/c you have had this bad day im sure your work wont suffer and you wont loose your job,you can tell how much you value your job or you wudnt be so upset, sending you a massive hug{{{{{{x}}}}}, dnt worry sweetie you will be fine. -
secretlife said on Nov 20, 2008....
i'm hoping that this one mistake won't cost you your job.but i'm more concerned with the last sentence you wrote.you sound very depressed tbs- and you can't go on that way-time to find someone to talk to honey- you need some help putting everything that's happened into perspective. do it for you. please. -
diabolicdame said on Nov 20, 2008....
Hey.. I'm sending you positive thoughts and prayers.. hoping the mistake is not worth your job! (((((((hug)))))))) -
queenparanoia said on Nov 22, 2008....
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i'm sure it's not bad as it seems... don't worry about it much tbs...
hope you feel better now...
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