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i had another job interview tomorrow...
 
a clothing store...
 
a store where skinny girls gets the job because they wear what they sell... and they have to be pretty and skinny...
 
so why am i going to this interview???
 
eventhough i know deep inside i won't get the fricking job???
 
well...
 
because i can try...
 
yup i'll try...
 
i don't care about getting rejected... i don't care about being judged...
 
you know why???
 
because i know i'm better than this...
 
i know they can't pull me down... eventhough they rejected me...
 
so i'll try...
 
let's see what happened next...
 
who knows... i might get the job... it's okay if i don't get it... it's bettter if i do...
 
but who cares...
 
i'm gonna try...
 
p.s.
 
i feel better now by the way... thank you sweetheart for making me smile...mahal kita...
 
and thank you for all my soulcast friends...
 
i know my past blogs have been negative and depressing...
 
but i assure you...
 
nobody can put me down...
 
i am the queen after all... ;-)
 
 
keep on blogging!!!


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  • MissMimi said on Nov 20, 2008....
    {{{{Kewpie}}}}  I know it's hard not to get your hopes up.  If they don't hire you, look at it as, it's their loss, because you are a bright, intelligent beautiful young woman.  You go, girl, and don't let the shallow idiots of the world get you down.
  • fragglesrock said on Nov 20, 2008....
    i'm so glad to hear that you are forging ahead! no need to apologize for negativity, we all have our days...and yes, you are the queen after all!
  • queenparanoia said on Nov 20, 2008....

    missmimi: thank you mimikins... yup those idiots can't put me down... ;-)

    fraggle: thank you!!! and thanks for making me laugh today!!! i really appreciate it!!! ;-)

  • crybabylu said on Nov 20, 2008....
    I'm glad that you are trying.  That is a good step, and with an interview, that is a step closer.  Hope you get the job because I think you would like working in a clothing store.  Here, we find all sizes of girls in clothing stores.  They all look pretty, and so do you.   Luv ya!......Dee.
  • uniquely-ironic said on Nov 20, 2008....
    You're right about clothing and fashion being incredibly shallow.  However, they're not total idiots, and if the people who run this store aren't, they'll see you for the cute smart gal you are.  They'll recognize that you have so much potential.
     
    Interviewing is a good exersize.  It helps you build those skills.  If this isn't the job you're supposed to be in, it will provide you with more experience interviewing.
  • Hegemone said on Nov 20, 2008....
    Queenie, I am so utterly happy to see you're feeling better and you're being so positive!  I knew you were a strong person, and you know it too, so you just keep that chin up.  To hell with what happens on any job interview, they're all lessons.  One thing, if you don't get this job, or that job, actually make them give you an explanation why.  Tell them that although you wish they'd have employed you, you would like to improve your chances for further positions with that or other companies and it would be really helpful to know what it was that knocked you out of the running.  Of course be respectful of their time constraints, but let them know you're serious.  If they can't come up with something, then you probably wouldn't want to work for/with them anyway.  If they take the time to tell you what put you out of the running, great, you'll know what to work on!  Just an idea, so this way even if you don't get positions, you don't have to feel badly about it, turn it into a positive thing that you can take something away from ... you didn't get the position, but now you know what to work on so you can get the next one!  Go Queenie!
  • mobil said on Nov 20, 2008....
    You are as good as anyone walking around on this planet Queenie, go to the interview knowing that, living that.
  • Lucytorial said on Nov 20, 2008....
    Practice is good, btw if they fit you out in the stores clothes then it may actually be good for them to show that not just skinny girls can look good in them... you never know.
     
    Good luck I hope you learn from this new interview and secretly I hope you get it.
  • diabolicdame said on Nov 20, 2008....
    Best of luck!!       :-)
  • pbsguy said on Nov 20, 2008....
    you are welcome sweetheari. i am glad that i could be there for help you.
    mahal kita
  • secretlife said on Nov 20, 2008....
    hey queenie-  i hope you decide to go on an interview every single day until you get a job.  you'll find the one for you.......just gotta keep on trying!!!
  • Neil74 said on Nov 20, 2008....
    that is the spirit

  • queenparanoia said on Nov 22, 2008....

    thank you for the boost guys... didnt get the job... but that's okay...

    mahal kita sweetheart... ;-)

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