November 20th 2008-
You want to know the Truth?
I pretend I'm over you but I'm not.
I say I'll go find someone new but I won't.
I could get laid if I wanted to
but I don't.
I'm making decisions based on hearsay.
The dumbest ass thing I could do.
All i have to do is be blunt and ask you,
But I don't know if I want to hear it.
November 25th 2008-
I use to think that you put me on a shelf just to see if you could find something better. Your perfect creature. And if and when you didn't, then I'd be there waiting for you.
What a fucked up notion.
I don't know what's going to happen when you get back.
and right now I don't care.
Right now I am going to live my life the way I want to.
And hope that you do the same.
That's the whole reason I wanted this in the first place
I got so caught in missing you I forgot that.
So I hope you live everyday the way you want.
And right now? I love to hear from you.
I love that we are still friends.
And if sometime in the future, in a few months or a few years
we both decide that we want to give us another shot
then great.
But if not, I am glad that you are still my friend, Jeff.
The romance has dwindled down to a platonic love.
But I do love you, and I always will.
ElizabethBlack posted on Nov 19, 2008
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wishyouwerehere said on Nov 27, 2008....
Going through a rough break up myself right now - I wish you the best.
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