It is 1:20 am on 19th november here right now
I have an interview with a university in two days. Not just any interview but THE interview.. this is the one I want.. need.. DESERVE!! Its a matter of life and death. I haven't even thought about what I'll do with my life if this interview doesn't go as planned. Sure I could go to some other university but this is the one!! The one!!!! I can feel it in my gut! The only problem is I still haven't got everything done that needs to be done. Two very crucial requirements are still a work in progress.
I have my final term exams in five days. These are the last exams I'll be taking in my bachelors degree and they count for a LOT. I haven't been able to study at all yet thanks to the interview. I don't know how I'll do this but I have to get a first class in these exams to maintain my aggregate. This means the world to my academic record! It is of the highest priority right now except I can't find any time to study!
I have my five year anniversary with bf coming up in nine days. This will be the third one that we spend apart.. across the oceans. We've been long distance for a little over two years now but I'm missing him like crrrrrrraaaaazzzzzzzzyyyyyyyy!! I almost can't take it!! I almost can't breathe!! It doesn't help that he's having an exceptionally busy time at work.. but I'm not complaning. He does all that he can and takes out as much time as possible. Even so, I just wish to god I could see his face! Its rather cliche.. but I miss him so much, it hurts!!
All of this has to work out and fall into place just perfectly.. I'm working towards it. Working very hard. But please pray for me!! Maybe god's listening to you! I'm feeling very positive and absolutely sure of myself. I can do it! I will do it. And I will do it well.
Oh and the results to that all important international test I took are due in a day as well. I'll keep you posted!
Phew! It feels better to get it all out! Back to work now!
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