so, i had a event, basically a semi formal type. i invited two of my guy friends who wanted to go, just to go, and then i invited a guy i kinda liked to be my real date. i had an amazing dress, it was black, tee length, strapless, with a white silverly design on it, and of corse i had the jewlry etc! i took a few hours to actually curl my hair, put lotion on, do full blown makeup! ( i never do any of that, im a very simple girl); but since it was a semi formal, and i was so excited, i decided that it would be awesome if i just went all out!

 

so we get to the venue and im sitting with a bunch of friends, and everythings going well, and my date just doesnt look like hes having fun at all. but he doesnt drink, and he doesnt want to dance. so i go dance with my friends, and in between i come back an sit an chat with him, and hes not really talking to me or anything. so i go to the bar, get a drink and im having a great time, when one of my dates friends who was there comes up like scolding me! "you need to go talk to him now! hes not having fun!" now, wait a freaking minute, 1- wtf does he think he is, because me an him are no longer friends, after he screwed me over recently, and 2- its none of his buissness about me an my date, ive tried to talk to him! an then his girlfriend one of my friends comes up and shes like yea..i talked to your date lastnight an he said, "i never have fun at those type of events, so im not going to try"...

 

Now. I'm a little upset. and i feel that i am justified in that. because i invited him, and if he didnt want to come then that would have been fine, he could have said "you know, its just not my thing, im sorry" no harm done! and i would have had a good night. instead i head to the bathroom to think. because, thats a little shi*** to do to someone. i paid for all of this for us, and it wasnt cheap! an he doesnt even want to try and have a good time. i feel like i was just shot down without even givin a chance.

 

so, i leave the bathroom, and go an actually find him, and i confront him about everything i was told, about how he wasnt going to try and have a good time, his comment was, "thats true, i don't ever have a good time at these things, but i didnt want to do that to you".. now wait a gd minute! i had two other good friends with me, who are drinking, talking to everyone, having an amazing time, i would have been just fine hanging out with them! wtf!

 

he tells me to go an have fun, i say. "o i will" and get get myself another drink at the bar. but of corse, i let this tool ruin my night. i dont talk to him for the rest of the night, nor do i sit with him on the way back, i tell my two good friends, im sitting with one of them, and i do. the one ive known the longest, and i just leaned my head against the cold window and starred.

 

he put his arm around me an told me to smile, an to remember i did have a good time, and i did at first. and he tried to help, and he ran his fingers through my hair for a while, an stroked my back, and he told me not to cry when i started to. he was being an amazing friend! an i was glad for that atleast.

 

but im still upset about my so called date- why not just tell me no, why ruin the one night ive been looking forward to all year! i feel like you used me as just an in, and for that i will never forgive you. i may appear friendly to you, i may say hello, but we are not friends.

 

i want to know, when am i going to have a good night? when is it my turn, to have a great time, and the time of my life? whens it my turn to not get screwed over!