All righty, so this one's gonna be chock full of randomness that may or may not flow together.

First I have to ask, what the hell is this today, the county's unofficial roadkill day?  I swear on the way to work and back home I saw at least 15 animals on the road dead.  I hate seeing that, and not just for the "gross" factor.  It is so sad, those poor unsuspecting animals just trying to get from one place to another and this big thing comes through and plows 'em down.  What makes me angrier is that I'm sure that not all of them were accidents.  There are people here where I live that deliberately hit animals like it's a game.  I swear if I were ever to catch one of those people I'd throttle them to oblivion.  I hit one animal, once, a raccoon, and I have felt guilty about it every day since.  Every time I see an animal on the road I slow down extra much, a lot of times coming to a complete stop to let it pass or decide if it's even gonna pass.  Sometimes it might be a bit much, but hey, those animals didn't ask for us to put those big contraptions on wheels on the road ... we messed with nature and did that all our own.

Had another good day at work today.  Plenty busy, but at the same time I got almost all of it done.  Just have to read through some articles I printed out to see if they're "meaty" enough for the applicants to really have something to do.  I had to print 'em out because we have to test writing skills on some potential applicants for a PR position with the baseball team that we work with.  Otherwise though, I got a bunch done today so that was nice.

Ok, something else that's beginning to bother me.  I don't want to look a gift horse in the mouth, but come the hell on!  So my friend that's giving me her round bales of hay (she's moving to a barn where she won't need them and won't have anywhere to put them, knew I needed some so she's giving them to me) keeps moving the date around when they'll be delivered!  We've gone through about four or five dates now that she says 'Let's do it then' and then in a day or two she changes it.  Today again I got that text "Hey, can we do it this day instead of that day?'  She's talking about next week ... which ok her monday is blocked for some reason, her tuesday was blocked but now apparently it's not, our wednesday and friday are blocked, so thursday was all that was left.  Suddenly she's wanting to change it.  I'm starting to get a little peeved at this because it's hard to make plans if somebody keeps changing the plans you initially had, and it's somewhat important that I get this hay as it is going to be free (except the gas I'm gonna give 'em, which is a small price to pay considering they paid $300 for them) and my horse kind of needs it for the winter.  At the same time, I am not going to move any previously made plans or completely duck out of any other possible plans.  I mean next week is my husband's birthday and then our anniversary.  She better not even ask for either of those two days.  Ok, this particular rant is done.

Next on the list, ok so this is an anonymous blog.  I can say whatever I want because nobody in my personal life knows that I even have this, nor what the screen name is, and this screen name is completely unlike any I've ever had before.  I used to blog on my myspace page but that caused a whole big fucked up problem, somebody stuck their nose where it didn't belong (my BIL's uppity girlfriend) and caused a whole huge ruckus that lasted a few weeks and pretty much none of us get along now.  So, here's a few things I'd like to say, while taking advantage of my anonymity:

1.  My BIL's uppity EX-girlfriend is a stupid, slutty, nasty, puts-her-nose-where-it-doesn't-belong, know-it-all, hypocrite, snobby, bitchy, over-confident, naiive, fucking piece of shit!

2.  My SIL is an annoying, good for nothing, lazy ass, baby factory.  She acts like a child, she refuses to work but uses the excuse that her husband won't let her work.  She is a shitty mother also, I feel really bad for my nephew because of it.  She constantly puts her husband, NOT my nephew's father by the way, before her son.  He's 9, he's got ADHD ... but now because her new husband thinks so, the ADHD is just a crutch so he can get by with shit. 

3.  My SIL's husband is a no good, lying, short, perverted, abusive, ignorant piece of shit. He hits his children.  He smacks his 1 year old daughter because she gets fussy before bed and he gets frustrated and doesn't like it.  He has thrown his newest baby while he was in the carseat because he was angry at my nephew.  He constantly threatens my nephew, badly wants to knock every tooth out of his head.  My nephew is afraid he'll do it one day, which is why he shuts down and starts crying instantly when they yell at him, which they do ALL the time.  My nephew is afraid that his step father is going to hurt him or kill him.  That is seriously fucked.

There, I think I'm done.  Those are the three people that I cannot wipe out of my life because they are still connected in one way or another.  BIL's ex is also my neice's mother.  SIL, obvious as well as her husband.  I feel better now.  Sometimes it's nice to say what I think, because believe me if I EVER said any of that to any of them it would be like an atomic bomb went off. 

I think I've run dry for now, lol.  That's about all the blog I have in me ... for now.  I might be back later ... and I'm not confirming whether that's a threat or a promise! Consider it fair warning.  Muahahahaha!  :- D

*What the hell was in that coffee earlier?*