i'm determined bro. he talked to me again, so thats a good sign right? he mentioned the law of attraction. not only is that what im trying to exercise, but its something that i've strongly felt and believed my whole life. its another one of those little signs. maybe its not, but fuck it dude. im picking something to believe in right now, i have nothing else and i cant stop feeling it.  we always are so right on with each other.

it will happen.