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I am on the road to recovery.....these days it doesn't hurt as much to remember him. I can almost say I am over him....almost.

Last night was my night off from work, i was watching something when suddenly it hit me how much I miss him. damn heart! stupid heart!

I miss him so much I can almost taste it ugh!

These last few weeks I was successful in ignoring my desire to talk to him, to text him, to even think about him. These days I could even believe I never met him them wham!!! I'm back to square one! shit!

Is there a pill that will make one forget about things like this?
It would be so much easier if I could just go over the counter and pop that magic pill eh?
Imagine how many endless sleepless nights will be more productive if I can only have a pill or two to pop and forget about how broken I feel?

They say it's better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all? Really???
It sure doesn't feel better now........someone says give it 3 months and it will not hurt....well I'm halfway now, it has been 48 days now. Can someone turn that clock faster!



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  • queenparanoia said on Nov 10, 2008....

    hay kung pwede lang why not????

    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

    ate yani...

  • yani said on Nov 10, 2008....
    hahahaha..... bunso...... :)
  • botoni said on Nov 10, 2008....
    Yani, there isnt a magic pill or a magic time period.  You'll struggle through until the pain subsides and that is the way it is.  Sounds cruel, I know, but in time the pain will be less severe.  It just isnt a certain number of days.  It gets better when it gets better and not a minute sooner.  In the meantime.....I'm thinking of you and praying that you ll feel better about it all.
  • yani said on Nov 10, 2008....
    hellow Botoni :) I know there is no timeframe for that it just feels a little better if I tell myself that in a few days it will be better :) a snatch of sunshine you might say. How are you? thanks for the prayer, im lucky I have people like you who care enough to throw a prayer or two for me :) thanks luv
  • winterslight said on Nov 10, 2008....
    sadly hun no pill. but a big girl pill:(
     
    it will make you sad 10 years from now when u look back!
    so  no it wont never go away.....
    but its ok!
    if its over it sadly was ment to be!
    you no this!
    so time to buck up and take that pill and go have fun! cause u no he is....
    do what i told nick.
    have a ex party..
    a way to wash him out!
    have  fun with friends.
    smashing things he got you.
    blow up pic. of him and make wall art for guest  to draw on! have a burrie the ex box. and  for haha send him a invite lol!
     u need to  stop giveing him that power! he had your heart and let it go...
    dont let him  have any more of it..
    he isnt sitting at home what your doing and if your sad....
    so let him go.... hes replaceable!
    a new love is out there waiting for you and youll find him when you dont even no its coming!
    so pick ur head up!
    and smile it will be ok!
  • fragglesrock said on Nov 10, 2008....
    hi yani, i am new to your blog, i so feel your pain.  i'm struggling to exorcise an ex of my own :)  i'm up to counting weeks instead of days...progress eh? ;)  i've begged the pusher down on the corner for a magic ex-pill, alas...he has none, i guess we have to go through it without novacaine (but if you do lay your hands on one of those pills send one my way!)
  • yani said on Nov 10, 2008....

    Winterslight! girlyou're wonderful! i like the way you try to lighten up things hehehe i hope i have the same kind of attitude, wow you make it sound like fun hmmmm those ideas are good, might even try to use some of them hahahaha thank you for making me laugh

     

    FRagglesrock:  well dear i will send you a box, if i ever get my hand on such a pill hehehe but i think i'll take winters advise, gonna blow up one of his picture and have some of my friends throw darts at it hahahahaha.......

  • Lioness said on Nov 10, 2008....
    Hi yani........ ((hugs for the ouch)) can I add another: "foolish heart" LOLz

    48 days and counting. You've survived it, I am sure recovery is in the way. Never pressure yourself to forget, coz no two experiences are the same, no two hurts have the same depth.


  • yani said on Nov 10, 2008....

    hellow Lioness!!! good to read you :)

    yeah, i have been to worse, im sure i'll get through this one, so far SC has been a great help in cheering me up :)

     

    kamusta ka?

  • Lioness said on Nov 10, 2008....
    That's the spirit. Positive thinking lang girl, and never forget to prepare for the next guy who'd sweep you off your feet. =)

    Am doing fine...  (((sigh)))  glad to be back =)
  • crudebusinessman said on Nov 21, 2008....
    Pain and Misery is only your worst enemy, there is no pill for heartbroken feelings, however there is a cure. I lost 1 girl I really loved because no one believed we should be together and they tore us apart.
     
     
    they moved me to another country and now I sleep every night apart from her. we both been seperated for 8 months now. she stopped replying to my messages and she went her own way I went mine.
     
    I found comfort in just remembering the happy moments and forgetting the tragic moments that came after it. once I learned this.
     
    pain ceased to exist. faith began to flourish and now things are taking a turn for the better I will eventually see her again... because I still got hope. but I hope she does to...
     
    if you want ideas. I'll give you a few. but for now i'm going to watch some movies then I gotta fly over to singapore.
     
     
    have fun!
  • moonunit said on Nov 21, 2008....
    Why does love have to sting like a bee? Does it ever last forever?
  • yani said on Nov 21, 2008....
    crudebusinessman, why did you allow them to move you? i mean you don't sound like someone who can moved :) anyway, perhaps she stopped answering your message cos she never received them? i hope that's the case cos I do not want to think that she chose not to reply at all. It's good that you're keeping your hopes high and I also hope she feels the same way still.
    wow! to singapore, have a safe trip :)
     
    moonunit, i'd like to think that love last forever, it's people who change, never love :)
    that if I do not have that someone yet in my life that makes me feel that it's gonna be forever, someday soon, that someone will come along :) for now, just try to move on and be happy.
    thanks for dropping by :)
  • Jmejai said on Nov 30, 2008....
    i complete;y know how you feel although my break up really has been about two weeks i actually moved out 5 months ago and wish there was a pill to take the pain away.... everyone says itll get easier but im waitin for that day... and most days and nights i want to crawl out of my skin... you just have to know that in the back of your mind that if its meant to be hell be back and if its not the mistakes of this realationship wont happen in the next. I hope you feel better soon ....

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