I am on the road to recovery.....these days it doesn't hurt as much to remember him. I can almost say I am over him....almost.
Last night was my night off from work, i was watching something when suddenly it hit me how much I miss him. damn heart! stupid heart!
I miss him so much I can almost taste it ugh!
These last few weeks I was successful in ignoring my desire to talk to him, to text him, to even think about him. These days I could even believe I never met him them wham!!! I'm back to square one! shit!
Is there a pill that will make one forget about things like this?
It would be so much easier if I could just go over the counter and pop that magic pill eh?
Imagine how many endless sleepless nights will be more productive if I can only have a pill or two to pop and forget about how broken I feel?
They say it's better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all? Really???
It sure doesn't feel better now........someone says give it 3 months and it will not hurt....well I'm halfway now, it has been 48 days now. Can someone turn that clock faster!



