okay this sucks, I never should have had that nap this afternoon now I'm stuck in darkness again with nothing but the noises of Saturday nightlife outside, I wish we had the money to party over weekends but unlike any other couples our age we have bills to pay because our parents aren't super rich and able to pay our bills for us.

Last night was nice though, we visited one of Willem's friends from school and I could see that it made him happy, this friend of his is quite a pleasant person to be around unlike his other friends who can't hold up a decent conversation without bragging about their overpaid jobs (which I don't know how they got it because they are the reason for the word imbacile!!!!)

I miss my old folks, and my brothers I can be a moron around them and not get stared at. hehe
I miss dancing not the raving kind its not my scene.
I'm talking latin american and the traditional dance we never go anymore, (my fiance has two left feet) so I don't blame him for not wanting to go but I sure as hell could do with some excersize.

I've lost some weight YAY! so now I can wear a bikini again! Whoo hoo! but I never get a chance to go to the beach either. not that I need a tan, I was born tanned. :)
Anyhooooo....what else is there to say??? I need to kill some time here but I have one boring life so nothing to tell anyone.

I think I might have diabetes my dads got it and lately i've axperienced a variety of syptoms aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! please no I hate needles!!!!! Okay only the kind that injects not the tattoo kind because i've got two and they're awsome, I love the feeling.
And then theres my hair falling out all of a sudden hands full of hair, I'm scared what could it be??? I know a person loses some hair over time and during some seasons but this has been going on for a year now...maybe its just stress.

Willem is writing exams on Monday so he has to study tomorrow (that's not going to happen without a fight) he hates studying and I always have to treat him like a five year old when it comes to that and then theres the music oh hell no!
He can't study without music and I'm not talking Mozart here, he listens to Slipknot, devildriver blah blah blah all these really headache provoking crap that makes me want to run far far away, I like my fair share of metal but jeeeez at least I listen to stuff you can actually sing along to without bursting a vein or popping your vocal chords ,and you don't need to play it backwords to make out what the hell they're saying.
But....whatever gets his ass in front of the books hey.

Okay the words dried up and I'm still not tired - I'm so screwed!
Anyhoo I'm gonna watch a movie and hope and pray I fall asleep doing so.
Nite nite or should I say Good morning to you guys in the northern hemisphere? :)