nov 8, 0-0-8, and i'm sure it's saturday......,,,,,.......
STUPIDITY!!!!!!
The subject, or one of them anyway, that gets me really irate. I have no patience with stupidity, and that's just another thing that Anne and I have in common. She says it's common with Asperger's too, and she thinks I might have that. She's getting me nearly convinced to get tested, but it's a whole STUPID rigamarole just to get the testing set up.
Well, I've written a letter to the FBI in Washington and sent a copy to the FBI playland in Burlington, Vermont too. Told what I know about Anne's case, and how secret they want to keep it, and how they want to call her delusional, and how much they abuse her while they keep the bullet out of her head. And like Anne, I do not know how the people of Turners Falls and Greenfield can sit on their inbred, parochial, god-loving asses and be part of this kind of abuse. Why don't they tell the cops and the fucking feds creeping around the towns that they don't like it. It might not change anything, but it would make Anne feel better to know people tried.
Dull as the water of ditches or dishes,
(one hears it said both ways)
whatever,
so dull you present to the world.
But the world, in its grey, grim,
silliness;
in its complacent acceptance
of blah and bland and blank,
thinks you resplendent
and real.
Dishwater dull and squalid,
ditchwater dirty and rife with decay:
So I have felt you
and heard you
and smelled you.
To such as you I should look?
With such as you I should speak?
From such as you I have nothing
and nowhere and no one
to hope.
~~~~~{[][][][][]~~~~~ c.right 2008 judahblue ~~~~ another in the series for Anne
