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Aside from being insatiable, what is wrong with me? I am not psycho (I think, maybe not, let me ask the other voices in my head...) and I love giving blow jobs, so why is it that my lovers are dwindling down to almost nothing?
 
I am a good lover with some good attributes (and amazing breasts).... though I am the first to admit I am not without flaws...
1> I am married
2> I have (had? -pout-) multiple lovers
3> I am insatiable
4> I have horrid self-esteem, though I dont believe I let on
 
Evan (Damn I want him so bad) is off the market, Jonah stopped calling (but he made me feel like a cheap whore - and I haven't called him either), Eric is around, Keiran is so damn hard to read (gets a bj, wants a 3-some, doesn't call), and Dan... he's not going anywhere (sex, bj's, etc. etc. as often as desired).
 
I dont know... I just like variety... I like choices... and now it seems like it is down to Eric and Dan... great guys, I just need something a little more naughty...
 
Its not much of a post... but it is something.
 
NM


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  • revealer34 said on Nov 10, 2008....

    Sweetheart i do not know what is going on with you cause we have not talked in so long. But I would like that to change. Please get a hold of me As soon as you can so we can talk about what you are feeling. Remember I am still your friend and still care about you. I know the distance is a problem but I am always here.

    Love Benji !!

     

  • NaughtyMommy said on Nov 10, 2008....
    Thanks hon, I enjoyed our chat today, sorry I had to cut it short. I appreciate what you have had to say. We will talk more soon. xoxox
  • NaughtyMommy said on Nov 10, 2008....
    Thanks hon, I enjoyed our chat today, sorry I had to cut it short. I appreciate what you have had to say. We will talk more soon. xoxox
  • solarpanel said on Nov 23, 2008....
    I have never a guy that does not like some girl to play with his penis and especially if she will suck it, there's nothing better! My concern is that you may be too willing or have not expablished a more substantive relationship before you let anyone whop out their dick for you to service. I really don't know anything about you but from a guy who loves to have a girl suck his penis I think I usually am willing to let this happen most anytime a girl seems remotely interested. But this is NOT a relationship, it's an experience!
  • MoonLiteRide said on Dec 10, 2008....
    Everything cycles up and down.  One week you may have half adozen lovers, the next week most of them gone.  The reasons may be different, may not be linked to you at all.  That's just the way life is I thing.  It cycles.  Same with friends to some extent, same with most things.  They say bad thigs come in threes (do they really?   I don't pay close attention).  But I suspect if that's generally somewhat true (as in perhaps 2 or 3 or 4 bad things happen) then it only follows that the same is true of good things.  To conclude, it's not you.  It's just the way the universe has decided to work things.
  • solarpanel said on Dec 10, 2008....
    I would not say it's you because I don't know you.................but in your original post you did reveal you do not have a good self concept. You further said you didn't think you let it show. There are very few people who would not pick up on someone's self concept and it is rare that it can really be hidden. This can influence how others respond to you and may be a part of what you are experiencing. Regarding the need for more or for it to be more "naughty" my question is what need is this meeting in your life? Everything we do is usually aimed at meeting some need. There is nothing wrong with that but there are also things we do that do not end up providing the real satisfaction we are after. Often the deeper experience we want/need is not met in the way we are approaching things. So we remain unfulfilled or needing more of the same thinking it will ultimately get us what we want. Another possibility is that some people are simply addicted to sex or some form of it. They have an unattainable level of need that can rarely be met. Like any addiction it perpetuates itself and only increases the desire which can become unhealthy. You are the only one who can decide what is true for you.
  • darkprince_xxx said on Feb 15, 2009....
    Cheating is a delicious addiction like drugs that can ruin your life. I know as I am an addict too

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