I walked into the store today and saw my boyfreind paying for another woman's groceries. I could NOT believe my eyes he was sitting there laughing and she was just looking at him with eyes of love. I knew those eyes because I had them. When we first started dating he would bring me flowers, balloons, roses, whatever. We would go out to eat, go to the show and just have fun. He was not just my love but my best freind. We started out slow and what got me to fall in love with him was how he was with my son. He would take him fishing, take him to the park, or just take him to get a soda. He knew my son loved Pepsi, his first word was not mom or dad or mommmmaaaa or dada it was pepsi. Very clear this was his first word. My son's father has no place in his life and that is his choice, he is in total denial my son is even alive so when another man takes my son and shows him love and attention they have my heart by a string. Sometimes I think maybe he was doing it for me to fall in love with him. He still denies it he just says my son resembles him when he was a little boy . They have this little special relationship, I vowed that if things ever went to the end with me and him we would make sure that this relationship continued. He would be working on his mustang and my son would hand him his tools, He would put ketchup on his burger a certain way my son would pay attention to his ever move and follow it. I couldnt believe how the two of them clicked, it was a single mothers dream to find someone who could make this disfunctional family work. As I starred at him paying for her groceries I rememberd when we were stuck in a hotel for two weeks and he would bring us something to eat every day from the steakhouse down the street to just plain ole Jack In the Box. Life with him was never lonley. Have you ever slept with someone and your legs and body was just tangled together as if the two of you became one... That is how we slept, I was looking at him still laughing and all this going in and out of my head. I hid behind the soda display and watched with so much sadness and he kissed her on her forehead just like he did me when he would come home from work and I was asleep on the couch.. He would say COME ON BABIES lets go to sleep in the room. I felt so helpless at that moment watching him. The cashier noticed me and said PLEASE do not do anything in the store, I looked at him and said DONT WORRY SOME THINGS ARE JUST BETTER LEFT UNSAID!!!!