Eric is a big burley guy with calloused hands and a soft soul. He is also married so our situation is complicated and also secure. I know he will keep things quiet and he trusts me to do the same. We have developed emotions for eachother which also complicates things.
We met at a park and went for a walk the other day. The park was open, no place to hide and screw around... and considering it was his neighborhood, he was amazingly willing to hold hands, cuddle, and kiss a little. He found out his wife is pregnant for the first time... and so I get the feeling and believe it would be best that we end our affair. Why does this seem easier when it is under my terms?
Having him as a lover helped me tremendously... I learned more about my desires, my ability to take risks and to learn about exposing myself to a new experience. He is great in bed and as a friend, he will remain close to my heart. He is going to start a new chapter in his life and I will stay his friend through it.
