So many things are going through my mind.  Today is Halloween and I feel a little depressed.  I screamed at my daughter this morning ( i NEVER DO THAT) because my patience was at the borderline, mind you, I dont have patience at all.  I really have to work on that.  How do I change that?  There are 2 qualities that I dont like about myself.  That is the fact that im a very jelous person and a very impatient person.  I need to learn to breathe things in and just let them be.  Things will come eventally, and eventually they will get done, right?  I just needed to vent....