Why do you think most people kill themselves? Some say they are crazy. Others say depression. There are sometimes when they are not getting attention and feel this is the only way. Now granted, if they die they will never get the attention that they are thirsting for. Psychologist say that most ofthe time the victim is suffering from depression. Depression can come from stress from the outside world. Bills, self esteem, and other personal crisis in their lives. From a person on the outside looking in I have heard of others that have tried and failed and the ending result they explain their actions. I can honestly say being a person that sufferes from depression from time-to-time, I understand their position. There have been times that I have thought of letting it all go. It feels like all of my problems weighme down so until I can no longer stand it. Luckily I have two beautiful children that keep me going and remind me that I am an adult that can resolve my situations and make things better for me as well as them.
Suicide is no joke. It is fatal not only to the one that does it but to the loved ones around you. When someone takes their own life you cannot ask why. Reason being, you could never put yourself in their shoes. You will never know where they are coming from and why. There reasons for not being able to cope with this crazy world, and how much they hurt physically as well as mentally. It is true when someone says that "depression can hurt".It physically makes you tired. You become closed off from others. Headaches can occur. I suffer from severe miagraines and they are a result of me sleeping for long periods of time. Then finding out that the headaches come from me being depressed and as a result when I am depressed I sleep. Hence the headaches when I awake me head is splitting into two.
So talk to me. Am I the only one here that wants to know more about this? I know that I can't be. I know that there is someone that can feel where I am coming from .
-Dreamer



