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Why do you think most people kill themselves? Some say they are crazy. Others say depression. There are sometimes when they are not getting attention and feel this is the only way. Now granted, if they die they will never get the attention that they are thirsting for. Psychologist say that most ofthe time the victim is suffering from depression. Depression can come from stress from the outside world. Bills, self esteem, and other personal crisis in their lives. From a person on the outside looking in I have heard of others that have tried and failed and the ending result they explain their actions. I can honestly say being a person that sufferes from depression from time-to-time, I understand their position. There have been times that I have thought of letting it all go. It feels like all of my problems weighme down so until I can no longer stand it. Luckily I have two beautiful children that keep me going and remind me that I am an adult that can resolve my situations and make things better for me as well as them.
 
Suicide is no joke. It is fatal not only to the one that does it but to the loved ones around you. When someone takes their own life you cannot ask why. Reason being, you could never put yourself in their shoes. You will never know where they are coming from and why. There reasons for not being able to cope with this crazy world, and how much they hurt physically as well as mentally. It is true when someone says that "depression can hurt".It physically makes you tired. You become closed off from others. Headaches can occur. I suffer from severe miagraines and they are a result of me sleeping for long periods of time. Then finding out that the headaches come from me being depressed and as a result when I am depressed I sleep. Hence the headaches when I awake me head is splitting into two.
 
So talk to me. Am I the only one here that wants to know more about this? I know that I can't be. I know that there is someone that can feel where I am coming from .
 
-Dreamer
 
 
 


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  • judahblue said on Oct 29, 2008....
    no, suicide ISN'T a joke. and we lose people in this country every year to it. the numbers don't matter. what matters is that every year, some people in this country see no hope and no way to anything better and aren't loved enough, and they can't take anymore. it's VERY serious. there's a little about my own depression in my blog, but you should look at my friend's blog, sehnen, and see what she's going through. it's enough to make ANYONE take the pills. stay in touch, dreamer. there are others of us out there who dream too.
  • AhmerycanDreamer said on Oct 30, 2008....
    You're right but there are some that try and use this as an excuse. I know from experience with a friend of mine. I guess he was looking for attention. I had to explain to him that it was not something that you could casually throw around. This is a serious matter. I hope that he got the point.
  • judahblue said on Oct 30, 2008....
    always lots to be said on this subjuect because it's complicated. yes, some people do just want attention, but not all of those are whiners. some people i've known, only a few, who wanted attention didn't have any in their lives, anyone who really cared about them. others were just manipulators, it's true. keep in touch.
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2008....
    I was immediately arrested for assault when my foster daughter Melissa Sale, fell from a portacot.  The charge was withdrawn four months later when police said there was no suspicious circumstances and that the case was closed.  I was forced to be apart from my husband and five young children in the four months it took them to decide what I said could well be what happened.  This enforced separation traumatised them psycologically and emotionally.  I tried to get answers, tried to get my life back together, with general society treating me like a leper and only supporting the biological mother.  I laid complaints against the police and they decided to reopen the case and charge me with murder.  They then deliberately stalled my trial date, three weeks prior.  As if being accused for it and not having the freedom to grieve for the toddler I loved, is not enough to make me feel suicidal, but this has been going on for 3 years.  I cannot commit to a job, I have no faith in the police/crown, I can not complete my education or get the career I set out for three years ago, I cannot carry on my voluntary work overseas, my life is on hold, I have no strength left to get to my next supposed trial date when I have always been a strong person. The strength I had to raise my children and the values I had for them prior to my forced absenteesism is gone.  Age is working against me to complete my family, as I have an unknown verdict awaiting and if even found rightly so 'not guilty', too much healing to do with the family I already have.   I feel I have failed at everything and my life will never be back on track or I will never again be the person I liked three years ago, because my mistrust and anger toward those in authority has been through the roof for so long, I have no hope and I have learnt that people will happily treat another person like a piece of crap on the bottom of their shoe without reason and it's everyone out for themselves and that's just how it is.  That makes me feel like life is not worth it and that I've lived in a naieve idealistic fantasy to think otherwise in the past.   That's why I will suicide.
  • judahblue said on Dec 26, 2008....
    anonymous, you're a liar
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2008....
    judahblue.  I don't know what comment you are referring to in my posting, but you don't know anything.  I suspect you are just one of those sickos that spur people on to suicide as you direct your self anger to others.
  • Xhosa said on Dec 26, 2008....
    perhaps your'e jeolous you have depression for pathethic reasons and feel very weak beside someone like me who is coping with all this, without getting depression. Long rein the attention on yourself hah?

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