I'm quite happy this morning.  Yesterday I finally tossed that one so called friend that back stabbed and used everyone.  I just knew that she was trying to get rid of me by the way she acted yesterday.  I got rid of her first.  She is a big ball of negativity anyway.  I realize that I have to be choosy with who I associate with.  My therapist said that I should surround myself with positive people.  Since most people I have come in contact with were negative towards me, I have to build myself back up.  A start is to cut manipulative people out of my life.  I don't need people in my life so badly that I have to tolerate being talked about, yelled at, and/or lied to by them.  I'll stick with my family, but not anyone else who tries to manipulate me.  I'm done putting up with it.  I have to see the bright side.  At least I don't have to keep being fed shit in life.  It's time to build what they knocked down back up.