Evan and I had not been able to get together since our last encounter to which I described here. Evan and I talk often and fantasize together about having sex, about his fetishes, about me meeting specific needs. We have just not been able to find time together. So it came as a shock to me that he has taken his relationship with his girlfriend to a new level. Don't get me wrong, I am happy for him, I am also sad... we never did get to have sex and see what other talents he has acquired in recent years, and that bothers me. I throw around the thoughts that it was ok to fool around with me, a married woman, but now that he is more committed than before, I am no longer an acceptable option.
But to my lovely Evan with the amazing heart and sparkling spirit, I know we will have the opportunity again... because your desire goes beyond what is given to you and you will always want more than what is offered. I wish you love and loving and an eternity of happiness. I hope I have taught you the many ways you can find what you are seeking.
With love, your friend,
The Naughty Mommy
