25 oct, sat, still 08
fussy-assed, fudge-mouthed, fog-brained bitch
(christ, i think i know her. i think i know LOTS of hers)
raise high the roofbeams, carpenters
(i didn't make that up. j.d. salinger said it first. i stole it from him. what do you expect from an english professor, associate?)
ya, so, i always thought i'd find just a few people who were MORE than most people, but i didn't, and that's what makes the death-wish, and i suppose there aren't very many people at all who are more. except sehnen now. she's more. but i've never met her face-to-face, and i guess i'm never going to, because she wants to die. and i might agree with her that possibly someone at the top of the food chain in the FBI WANTS her dead. i think i must have suddenly got hold of the same shitty luck that's laid sehnen low her whole life: i finally meet someone who's more, and she's going to vanish.
men are cold and stupid
women are cold and vicious
i'm thinking of doing what sehnen did way back when she was two: turning to the animal world to find truth, and loyalty, and courage, and decency, and love that isn't a mockery of everything that love should be. i'm really thinking about it. sehnen thinks i might have asperger's. as she does, and i'm doing some thinking about THAT one too.
i never saw a purple cow
i never hope to see one
but i can tell you anyhow
i'd rather see than be one
i never saw a purple cow
i never hope to see one
but from the milk we're getting now
there certainly must be one
the troubled world is sighing now
the flu is at the door
and many folks are dying now
who never died before
i have to label all those as anonymous. they might be ogden nash, but i can't remember for certain, and i'm too barking lazy at the moment to look it up.
anyway, i'm sick to death of fog-brained bitches.
16 sept 2-0-0-8 ....... "great minds" was added by someone else. a compliment? sarcastic????!!!!!
