"Because you lie beside me now, I dream of kites and carousels And sleep at peace within myself And fear the night no more..."
~Robert Sexton
Is this moving too fast?
Tomorrow after work Mr Tall is having a sleepover at my house. I really like him and therefore am scared to death of screwing this one up. I have all these ideas about what the courting process "should" look like, and what not to do. It's scary because I have done this whole relationship thing VERY wrong with 2 different partners, over the course of 6 years, the most current 6 years to be more specific. So basically, I have been single since April, and that will be the first time in said 6 years. I don't like being alone, but hate being with the wrong guy, and sometimes I myself am the wrong guy. What is this mess in my head, and why can it just happen for me?
