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With all that has been happening to me I have come to conclude that I have been lied to since possibly birth.  I was told that this was a free country. I thought that this country was good for the possibility of dreams coming true.  I was led to believe that by teachers, the media, and others.  At the same time they were telling me these lies, other people were proving that this country's foundation isn't standing.  Threats, abuse, persecution, deception.............what am I supposed to think?  I can't forgive this.  I'm now stuck as a disabled woman who can't even enter a sweepstakes without being held down and pushed around.  I'm supposed to love God?  Yeah.  Ok.  He never protected me from them.


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  • anonymous said on Oct 23, 2008....
    Do you want to be protected or do you want to stand on your own to feet?  America has. . .problems.  Many of which are difficult to solve but the basic foundation is very strong my dear.  The strong are always threatened and held down, it's only way to keep them. . .to keep you from taking over.
     
    Lucifer
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  • mixednuts said on Oct 24, 2008....
    Since the REpublicans took controll this nation went to hell. As for God...I believe in God, but don't think god hears me. America was the land of promise, milk and honey. Now it's the land of "GIVE US YOUR MONEY". We have to fight the good fight. All things change with time. Stand up for yourself. You will never stand alone!
  • hellboundmercinary said on Oct 24, 2008....

    Thank you mixednuts.  I agree with you.  It's been going on long since at least when Reagan was in office, if not longer.  I wonder why Lucifer feels that I would take over?  LOL.  Yeah, me running the world.  Imagine that.  No one would go hungry because of greed.  Does that make me a commie or something?  I hope not.  If a person has wealth, they should help those in need.  

    Lucifer, my darling, do you fear that I would take over or is it just them who fear me?  XOXO  ;)  (kisses on the cheek and hugs hon.)

  • hellboundmercinary said on Oct 24, 2008....

    Lucifer, doll, just remember, I'm just some little 34 year old chickadee.  What's there to fear?  Hey, is it you that speaks to me with the voices and lightning or is it God.  I wouldn't expect God to call me an asshole, joke or not.  I'm just curious sweetness.

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  • anonymous said on Oct 24, 2008....
    I'm not afraid of your taking over my Mercinary.  People don't go hungry because of greed now, they go hungry because of ignorance, and that is what you will conquer.
     
    The people who are holding you back are people who can only exist in this place of pain and suffering and they see in you the ability to end that suffering and with it them.  I think they're right.
     
    Lucifer
  • hellboundmercinary said on Oct 25, 2008....

    Oh Lucifer, Lucifer, Lucifer...........so how would I end them?  I would never ever have wanted to end anyone if they didn't pose a threat to me and my own existence.  I'm calm despite my own dark desires.  I have learned how to not act on twisted and malicious thoughts of my own.  Except maybe for being very tempted to do a few destructive spells, I'm peachy.  I don't live in denial of my thoughts anymore either.  Why would I end someone that is not or has not caused me harm?  I think that would be sadistic, pointless, and stupid.  I try not to prey on innocence while feeding it darkness.  I learn from mistakes.  There have been plenty of assholes who's butts I wanted to kick.  I restrain myself.  Jail is not a desirable place.  What's the science?  Sadists are also masochists?  I guess that explains why they would start shit.  They want to feel pain.  Dear ruler of the world, why not give them what they want?  LOL.  Pleasure and pain tend to coexist in your world.  I know that.

  • anonymous said on Oct 26, 2008....
    You're still not getting it, but there's time yet.
     
    Lucifer.
  • hellboundmercinary said on Oct 26, 2008....
    Dear, I'm getting it as far as my life goes.  I'm going to be who I want to be despite hell.
  • SeanRenaud said on Oct 26, 2008....

    You only partially understand, part why you're not getting it is my own fault though, the languages of men are so feeble anbut if I told you the answers out right it would be knowledge given, not knowledge earned.  I will clarify one thing for you.  When I speak of you ending those who feed on fear I don't mean you will harm them directly.  Violence is only for self defense and only when no other option is available.  What I mean is that you will play a significant role in changing the world into a place where they can no longer survive.  Think of all those people you see on television begging for money to feed children around he globe.  When your time comes you're going to be the one who will feed those people forever.  No more parasites will be able to use their misery for personal gain. 

    Lucifer

  • hellboundmercinary said on Oct 26, 2008....
    So you think that I'm the one who can do that with absolutely no power?  I have no power on this earth right now.  If there's a way to gain it, I'll find it.  I don't think that I would be able to run the whole world though.  I'm just one chick.

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