So I havent yet decided whther I am coming or going.I would like to try and stand still for once and see if I can make some sense of what is going on in my life at the moment.
I went to the hopsital for my appoinment yesterday,and they failed to mention at the time of booking that this was the week that the doctors are writing their exams.
I know,seems a bit strange that a doctor still needs to write exams - but it was apparantly to do with obtaining registrar and professor ship - well - what happens to us patients,who dont really have the time to sit and wait for some doctor to sit and finish an exam paper,before he come to the clinic.
I know that I am being selfish - but I was at the hospital from 5 3oam yesterday morning and only got seen by a doctor at something to midday.So by the time that happened I was pretty tired and pretty pissed off.I am slowly running out of patience with this whole thing.
Then I was pushed off down to MRI ,cos they need to have that before I get a booking for the op.
Off I trudge down the corridoor,only to find that most of the staff had gone on lunch.Well,I suppose it was round about that time anyway - but dont they work in shifts???
So I eventually get it done and go back to the neurosurgery clinic,only to find that the surgeons have all decided to go for lunch as well.
Just my luck
On my return I began to remonstrate with one of the head nurses,as by this stage I was beginning to lose my temper.Which I dont normally do -but I eventually got seen and was told 'you know what? -we dont actually have any space available for an op in January -how about March,say the 18th?'
Now somebody better tell me what the fuck is going on now,I thought to myself.
It apparently has everything to do with the fact that I am having elective surgery and not emergency surgery.i was told that if I was having emergency surgery,they could have me in OP in 3 days.
MMMmmmmm 3 days vs 5 months?? Doesnt really make sense.
Anway -I have to go back on December 3rd for my next app.I am going to have a meeting with the head registrar and find out what is going on.I know that I can get some sense out of him,considering he was the one who was pushing for the surgery in the first place and will be doing the op.
Sometimes,I wonder if is all worth it.
Come December I think I will find out



