N- what're you getting done?
R- koi fish
N-UGH, not to sound mean.
N-But will you explain to me why everyone gets koi fish? I really don't understand it. I think it's lame.
R- do you even know what it represents?
N-Obvs not.
R-aspiration
R-you know what that means right?
N-yuh, still.
N- don't get the point.
R-most people just thinkg koi fish are beautiful
R-i do. but aspiration is a big part of who i am.
N- hmm. okay.
R- yeah.
R- so don't insulf other peoples choices until your a little more educated about them.
N- I wasn't insulting them, i said i didn't get it.
R- you said it was lame.
N- that everyone gets them.
N- and it is.
R- do i say dying yourhair blonde and black and getting your monroe is lame?
N- no, but it is.
R- exactly because i don't want to criticize your choices
R- you're just way to judemental
N-uhmm, not my choices. I don't have my monroe nor blonde hair thanks.
N- also, not judgemental. it's called having an opinion. get over it.
R- no it's called being a judgemental bitch
N- not at all.
R-yes
R-if you said
R-"whats the big thing about koi fish. explain it to me."
R- thatd be fine
R- but you had to say I don't get it so its lame
N- kay, this is what i mean.N-Like I don't understand why everyone gets the "same" thing, not exactly of course. But I mean you can get something more original that also reprisents aspiration. I'm not saying its the way to go for everyone... It's just the way I see it
R-let people make their own choices, just because YOU think something is stupid doesn't mean it is
R-thats exactly why I don't talk to you the same as I did before
R-becasue after I met you in person and got to know the real you
N-Uhmm, I didn't say it was quote on quote stupid, atleast I didn't mean it that way. I was just hosting my opinion.
N-No, not the real me. You know nothing about the real me.
N-I'm always like that the first time anyone meets me.
R-all you did the entire time I was with you was complain, nag, and criticize
R-that's a terrible way to be
N-I have my gaurd up, because I don't trust people unless they earn it. And I know being a bitch isn't the way of going about it, but that's just the way things are.. You wouldn't understand.
R-it was my first real impression of you
R-and ruined it for me
R-I wouldn't understand?
R-do you realize how much i have been fucked over in life?
N-So because I was having a bad day, or was being a bitch once in my life. You totally cross me off. THAT IS WHY I DO IT ROB. Why should I care for you, if you do that?
R-because I tried to be your friend and you just acted like a bitch then expected me to hang out more with you
R- then kept being a bitch.
N-Uh, hello. You were doing practically the exact same thing I was.
R-no I said I was joking, then started being nicer
R-you just kept being annoying
R-I'm done.
R-bye.
SIGNED OFF
N-Right there, I'm done. That's why Rob, you don't even care, so I don't about you. Simple reasons simple explinations
I try to reason, make you understand.
But you just keep jabbing acqusations at me.
Everything wasn't my fault.
I do things, and have reasons for them.
I don't really know how to completly explain them to people.
But, they make sense to me.
I wont change for you.
But I will miss you, if you leave.
"Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart. "
I'm trying to change, I don't like being judgemental.
But I'm doing it for myself, not for anyone else.
And yes, it is going to take time.
