after an incredibly hideous week i have realized that i have spending away to much time thinking and worrying about guys (G and W) and not enough time loving, accepting, and working on myself. i really need a few days to chill out and STOP worrying about W and G.

dam there is still one scary question lingering in my mind.

have i fallen in love with him?  

i have haven't i?

well damn

despite everything! all the hate, all the sex, all the differences. despite all the lies and tears and anger

i fell in love with him