As I lye awake here dreading having to get up in a few hours because once again I have gotten no sleep. I have realized that fear is really taking over my life. I believe this fear started when I was a child. My parents seem to think it was from watching things like polterguist and other scary movies as a very small child - i think i was two. I always woke up with nightmares, I was afraid to go to sleep, and always ended up coming to their room. When I got a little older I began sleeping with towels wrapped around my neck afraid of vampires getting me. I remember always being afraid of something. Now that I have experienced more pain and trauma. It's escalated into a much worse situation. I constantly feel afraid of predators thinking almost all are out to hurt me in someway. I am afraid of getting up at night. I don't want to pass by a window or get up to use the restroom. I don't want to move until daylight. I wake up over and over with night sweats but now not remembering what I have dreamt. When I stay over and someone's house lately my friends are saying that they hearing me screaming in my sleep. I am feeling so frozen and so afraid. I am not only afraid of people I am afraid of every little sound thinking it could be anything. How do you fix this kind of problem? It is too draining to go through life this way.



