I do believe that today has gone well so far.  I went to the church to do my usual work and they didn't say anything about me not showing up for Sunday Service.  I think that's wonderful.  I think that I will do just fine upon completely realizing that I need my devious side in order to feel whole.  As long as they don't go pushing their faith on me in a suffocating manner I'll be alright.  I don't mind that they have their own faith.  That's certainly their choice.  What I don't like is when my faith is the choice I have to make.  Obviously I'm not going to choose dropping the craft for money.  That's an infringement of my constitutional rights.  I have a right to believe what I want to.  I guess that I am going to have to choose the craft because someone doesn't want me to have money if I'm into it.  What a fucking pity.  I'm knowing exactly what I must do.  It's time to utilize my own personal powers.  I'm noticing that people are starting up again, too.  I can't even think freely?  What the fuck is that?  Fuck God if that's what I have to deal with for having dark or light thoughts.  I shouldn't have to go through that.  No one deserves to have their mind pillaged by people that claim to believe in Christ.  They aren't perfect.  I'm noticing that all the ones that are around me doing it do believe in him.  If I have certain fantasies, does that give anyone the right to make fun of them?  I didn't even voice them in public.  I'm a mockery for what reason?  I don't see the atheists going through this shit.  Because I'm into witchcraft I have to be punished?  What the hell?  Because I am dark and refusing to live in denial of my feelings anymore, I have to suffer at the hands of mankind?  Fuck this shit.  Someone's gonna pay for this.  Whoever it is best get the fuck out of my way.  Other than remembering how I have been having problems with the sweepstakes entries around the same time as I looked up witchcraft supplies, I'm fine.  Oh yeah, I forgot.  I wish that people wouldn't go trying to read my mind and vamp on me.  I want my own energy.  I want to think for myself.  I have the right to do so so everyone that keeps trying to get in the way better kiss my white honkey ass.  This negativity sees no color.  It's all a matter of the rainbow.  One lady said that I only masturbate because I'm a pervert!  How the fuck did she know that it was me?  Who the fuck are these monstrosities anyway?  What the fuck are they?  I know that not everyone behaves like that.  I have proof of that.  Other people focus on their own fucking lives instead of trying to rile me up.  They are smart.  They can go further in life if they stay focused.  I want my freedom and will have it despite the freaks behind the shit.  I'll win this war for control over my own psyche.