I am fucking doomed.
Older Woman has backed off to lick her wounds over someone else. Feckless Layabout shag is moping because some girl he's in love with (I am never the one people are in love with) is ignoring him, my girlfriend is in the midst of heavy political campaigning, and the boyfriend as usual counts for little as our relationship - delightful though it is - is wholly platonic.
I could really go for being pulled by someone who is actually interested in me round about now. Vanilla, I will tolerate, even. I'd just like to be of some fascination to someone and until I actually become fascinating that won't happen.
Diet of worms beckons, I think.
