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I am conflicted whether to post this blog or not.

I don´t want to worry friends though.

I am not sure how long these feelings that are torturing me will last.

If I don´t blog/comment, reply to comments /PMs or emails, please do not take it personally and do not worry.

I might be back in 4 hours, tomorrow, next month... I don´t know.

I only know, I need to leave a note, so I won´t cause unnecessary worry.

Nothing in SoulCast caused me to do this.

Be well, friends.








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  • the_infernal_optimist said on Oct 11, 2008....
    ((massive hugs))

    You take care of yourself, Paper, okay?

    ~Infernal
  • CayenneMan said on Oct 11, 2008....
      Hey PAPERBACKWRITER you can't do this  it's just not right, you're leaving a big bald spot on our screens and that's just not fair. I know from my own experiences the strength of music is very powerful and just because you're going through some moody blues you'll be back in the blink of an eye. DJ's often play long songs to give them time to take care of issues. One example would be Grand Funk Railroad's " I m your Captain " Hopefully this is similiar in you're case. But in the mean time take care of yourself.
  • Me-Myself&I said on Oct 11, 2008....
    (hug) my thoughts are with you my friend! Cayenne is right, music is the greatest medicine! oh it ties with friends! *smile* xo take care of yourself.
  • Lucytorial said on Oct 11, 2008....
    Jo Jo... you do what you need to do honey.  We will always be here when you get back.  Don't forget to smell the roses, see the sky and hear the birdies singing in the air.
     
    LOL ~ Blubbies.
  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Oct 11, 2008....






  • Lucytorial said on Oct 11, 2008....
    awwwww that is so damned sweet! ((tearing up))
  • cuppajava said on Oct 11, 2008....
    i am where you are right now - and i have similar feelings about my own situation.Please take care of your self anf hurry back soon
    CJ
    X
  • RollingC said on Oct 11, 2008....
    (((( HUGS ))))

    Take care of yourself Paper....come back soon but you have to do what you have to do....

    Rc
  • Twylarants said on Oct 11, 2008....
    Take good care of yourself, Sweetie. You always seem to know just what to do to come back from these things.
    <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 (I've been practicing :))
  • lionesss said on Oct 11, 2008....
    i will be thinking of you, take care sweetie,(((((((((massive hugs)))))))xxxxxxxx be back soon x:-)  
  • queenparanoia said on Oct 11, 2008....

    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{YAKAP}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

    for you ate paper...

  • killingme4u said on Oct 11, 2008....
    hey paper.be good to yourself.be thinking of you.take your time we'll still be here waiting for you.{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hug}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
  • Jenna said on Oct 11, 2008....
    jo......Hugs, hugs and more hugs.......Love you sweetie! xoxoxox
  • CreativeWoman said on Oct 11, 2008....
    Paper,
    I hope all is well with you.  You have my best wishes.

    CW
  • SlickNick said on Oct 11, 2008....
    We'll miss you paper! Hope all is well with you and wish you luck with whatever you may be going through.
  • MissMimi said on Oct 12, 2008....
    Take care of yourself, paperdoll.  I wish I could wrap you in a {{{{{big hug}}}}}} right now.  Come back when you feel up to it.  We'll be here.
  • FutureGoddess said on Oct 12, 2008....
    pbw - you do what you need to do - but just know that if you need any help, I (and the rest of soulcast who truly care for you) will be here....
  • polarheart said on Oct 12, 2008....
    Dearest Paper
     
    Go where you need to go, to be who you need to be, for as long as you as you require.  Then come back to our loving arms.
     
    Much love
    Polar x
  • evil_twin said on Oct 12, 2008....
    Hope you're doing okay. Take care of yourself. I hope things feel better soon for you.

    -evil_twin LA
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Oct 12, 2008....




    Thank you <3

    "Good Souls" ... dear friends

    Feel
    Sick after every meal
    I'd say
    'Cos I know
    The life from your burning wheel
    Won't wane

    Sleep
    I sleep every day
    Wipe the cobwebs away
    I need to be loved
    Christ
    I'm out of my mind
    I need to be loved
    I need to be loved

    As I turn to you and I say
    Thank goodness for the good souls
    That make life better
    As I turn to you and I say
    If it wasn't for the good souls
    Life would not matter

    Dive straight in on your girlfriend
    Making her feel like there's going to be a war
    Dive straight in at the deep end
    Making you feel like there's going to be a war

    As I turn to you and I say
    Thank goodness for the good souls
    That make life better
    As I turn to you and I say
    If it wasn't for the good souls
    Life would not matter

    One good day of the week
    And I'll be up again
    One good day of the week
    I'll be higher than the government

    As I turn to you and I say
    Thank goodness for the good souls
    That make life better
    As I turn to you and I say
    If you're messing with a good heart
    You've got to take what's due


    infernal <3

    CayenneM <3

    MeMy <3

    Lucy <3

    Piet <3

    CJ <3

    Rc <3
     
    Twy <3

    lionesss <3

    queenie <3

    killie <3

    Godmomsie <3 

    CDub <3

    SlickNick <3 

    MissyMims <3

    FG <3

    Polly <3

    Kyle <3


    <3333333

    paper ~



  • pusscat said on Oct 13, 2008....
    Hey PAPER

    I've been away for a day and just catching up.  I hear you loud and clear my friend.  The feelings will go - trust me.  i wish i could say a lot more to help but then I thought about it - it doesn't really matter what I say - I care, I came, I said :-)

    {({({({({({({({({({ Jo })})})})})})})})})})} special hugs for a special lady
  • winterslight said on Oct 14, 2008....
    <3 no worries<3 i dont worry cause real life comes 1st before anything. i ran away from here for a long time:) just hope all is well!

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