I'm in over my head. I know it.
Have I ever mentioned my Dom and Domme know each other, are just about best friends, in fact? We have a project we're working on, Futura. So we get together 2 nights a week to focus on the project and the other night is spent in gaming. (Yes, we're gamers.) But last night was just too much.
After dinner my Domme made mention of handcuffs and chains. She was joking but since I've realized all her jokes lead off to an execution of the joke I was quick to nix the idea of chains and handcuffs: "I'm sorry, but although I like the idea of handcuffs they always leave me with numb hands for days. So, no."
My Dom, sitting inches away from us, is not used to me being so outspoken about my preferences with other people. But it's always been this open between my Domme and me so I don't think my Dom thought me saying that was too unusual. However, I won't decipher what my Dom's expression turned into when my Domme came back with:
"I'll just buy you a nice set of silk ropes, then."
Since we were mid project I returned to going over our notes. I didn't respond and I didn't realize both my Dom and Domme were waiting for me to answer the comment. Finally my Dom started laughing and my Domme got up to fill the dishwasher with the dinner plates.
I looked up and realized at once my mistake. My Dom thought we (my Domme and I) were teasing each other and that perhapse it'd gone a little over the top. But a quick look at my Domme showed she believed what she was saying.
"Wow!" I said. "I thought the conversation is over."
"It's ok," My Dom said, "She's not trussing you up." He was joking about it, but there was just this thread of steel behind his words.
"Well and back to work." I said. I don't know how I keept from disolving into hysteria. But I did.
