So this morning I was rather nervous at resigning from work. Regardless of my gaul here, my out spoken way I am always nervous doing that little deed.
However, I decided to do what I'd never done before and stick to a script! I didn't so much lie as say the whole truth, I didn't so much lie as tell them what they needed to know and nothing more.
I left the office feeling calm, happy, knowing that my integrity was in tact as was theirs (if they don't bitch when I'm gone) and all in all I feel amazingly good about my decision.
I have two weeks left, really I'm only working another seven days so it will be a breeze to give it all I have while I am there and then, well... depart with a smile on my face.
I told two people only, my bestest friend who is a driver at the company - he already knew I was going to this other place, just not when. I can trust him, and another driver whom has become a very good friend - he's been working there only while his wife is pregnant, when she has the baby he will be going back to his old job as a freight carrier pilot (navigator) his passion is the sea, anyway I'm rambling.
The niggling problem I had a week ago is sorting itself out, along with my hb's stress levels which with a very good honest talk last night, he calmed down, realised that life is not that bad.
So all in all another skin is being shed, its an analogy I like to use for myself. When I'm learning, growing, taking on (not in but taking ON) new information and using it to make my life better (fruitful) I call it shedding a skin.
I've let go of some behaviour, perspectives, reactions and thinking that were not serving me well, or my life to be honest. So many little steps making this one big shedding of skin turn me into a shiny person again. Not new, not reinvention, added extra's with all the goodness. (lol I like that)
Right now I'm hanging out for my friday night, watching the fall out on SBS news with the American bail out, it effects the whole globe, Kevin Rudd (our prime minister) is live, G20 finance ministers (reps from around the globe, western obviously) are being grouped for a meeting concerning the complexities of the bill. Our interest rate has dropped (yesterday actually) by a whole point, that hasn't happened for ohh about 40 years I think. Rudds main problem is keeping the Aussie economy and banking situation on a level that will not negatively effect the Aussie battler. Yarr Right!
Many people are wanting to liquidate their assets due to the climate which will mean a down turn from A to Z in our economy. The Aussie dollar has fallen to a low that we haven't had in a while, only problem is that the US dollar is still worth shit so we aren't out of the woods.
Aussie debt levels are huge, so if our dollar falls then there is no competition to raise the value of what we export, we'll still be paying top dollar for imports... god its complex..
So rambling, as you can tell I'm happy! so happy in fact I want to just say one thing to all those lovely peoples out there that read me, and respond.
Have and AWESOME NIGHT!
