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I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody
But I ain't goingout bro (no, no, no)
I ain't giving into it (no, no, no)
Anxieties bashing my mind in
Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden
But I ain't falling down bro (no, no, no)
I ain't givinginto it (no, no, no)
Shackled and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an itch in my brain
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe
My bloods boiling its beating out propane
My train of thoughts more like a runaway train
I'm in a fast car driving in a fast lane
In the rain and I just might hydroplane

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something that´s worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

My head keeps running away my brother
The only thing making me stay my brother
But I won't give into it bro (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now
God, I can't let my mind be
Tell my enemy is my own
Got to find my inner wealth
Got to hold up my thoughts
I can't get caught (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now (no, no, no)
Emotions are trapped set on lock
Got my brain stuck going through the motions
Only I know what's up
I'm filled up with pain
Trying to gain my sanity
Everywhere I turn its a dead end in front of me
With nowhere to go gotta shake this anxiety
Got me feeling strange paranoia took over me
And its weighing me down
And I can't run any longer, yo
Knees to the ground

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety



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Comments

  • CayenneMan said on Oct 08, 2008....

        Oh hell yeah !     Word . . . straight up !     I listen to this song on my way to church every sunday.

    Great post PAPERBACKWRITER. 

  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Oct 08, 2008....

    Weeekid :D

    everybody calls me paper, dear Cayenne... but you could also call me pepper XD (soulbrotha Grape re-baptised me with new nickname) it seems apt ;)

    pepper <>

    p.s.

    thanks for being there  minutes after  i posted, it lifted up my spirits (expecting  on nobody commenting)

    [smiles warmly]
  • Lucytorial said on Oct 08, 2008....
    Can you post "my hump"???? now thats a song to dance too! te he he LOL
     
    Jo~ P is for PRETTY!
    B is for BEAR!
    W is for WISHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
    I give you the Pretty Bear Wish!
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Oct 08, 2008....

    tobileeeeeeee bearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry   <33333333333333 blubbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbiiiieeeeeeeeees

    "My Humps"

    What you gon' do with all that junk?
    All that junk inside your trunk?
    I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
    Get you love drunk off my hump.
    My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
    My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps (Check it out)

    I drive these brothers crazy,
    I do it on the daily,
    They treat me really nicely,
    They buy me all these ices.
    Dolce & Gabbana,
    Fendi and NaDonna
    Karan, they be sharin'
    All their money got me wearin' fly
    Brother I ain't askin,
    They say they love my ass ‘n,
    Seven Jeans, True Religion's,
    I say no, but they keep givin'
    So I keep on takin'
    And no I ain't taken
    We can keep on datin'
    I keep on demonstrating.

    My love (love), my love, my love, my love (love)
    You love my lady lumps (love),
    My hump, my hump, my hump (love),
    My humps they got you,

    She's got me spending.
    (Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me.
    She's got me spendin'.
    (Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me

    What you gon' do with all that junk?
    All that junk inside that trunk?
    I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
    Get you love drunk off my hump.
    What you gon' do with all that ass?
    All that ass inside them jeans?
    I'm a make, make, make, make you scream
    Make you scream, make you scream.
    Cos of my hump (ha), my hump, my hump, my hump (what).
    My hump, my hump, my hump (ha), my lovely lady lumps (Check it out)

    I met a girl down at the disco.
    She said hey, hey, hey yea let's go.
    I could be your baby, you can be my honey
    Let's spend time not money.
    I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,
    Milky, milky cocoa,
    Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

    They say I'm really sexy,
    The boys they wanna sex me.
    They always standing next to me,
    Always dancing next to me,
    Tryin' a feel my hump, hump.
    Lookin' at my lump, lump.
    You can look but you can't touch it,
    If you touch it I'ma start some drama,
    You don't want no drama,
    No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
    So don't pull on my hand boy,
    You ain't my man, boy,
    I'm just tryn'a dance boy,
    And move my hump.

    My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
    My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
    My lovely lady lumps (lumps)
    My lovely lady lumps (lumps)
    My lovely lady lumps (lumps)
    In the back and in the front (lumps)
    My lovin' got you,

    She's got me spendin'.
    (Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me.
    She's got me spendin'.
    (Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me.

    What you gon' do with all that junk?
    All that junk inside that trunk?
    I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
    Get you love drunk off my hump.
    What you gon' do with all that ass?
    All that ass inside them jeans?
    I'ma make, make, make, make you scream
    Make you scream, make you scream.
    What you gon' do with all that junk?
    All that junk inside that trunk?
    I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
    Get you love drunk off this hump.
    What you gon' do wit all that breast?
    All that breast inside that shirt?
    I'ma make, make, make, make you work
    Make you work, work, make you work.

    (A-ha, a-ha, a-ha, a-ha) [x4]

    She's got me spendin'.
    (Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spendin' time on me
    She's got me spendin'.
    (Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me.

    [Will.i.am]
    So real [x17]




  • Lucytorial said on Oct 08, 2008....
    Yipeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! now you know... as the last song I hear before work I am going to sing this one ALL day!
  • Twylarants said on Oct 08, 2008....
    Paper~ when I suffered from agoraphobia and was house bound for 3 years, the song I played over and over again was Van Morrison's Into the Mystic. I don't know what it is about that song that soothed me, but I still calm down when I hear it, 20 years later.
  • lionesss said on Oct 08, 2008....
    iv not heard this song before but hey if it does the trick then you go girl enjoy :)xx
  • queenparanoia said on Oct 08, 2008....

    i love this song... anyway to make you smile paper... this is me dancing to my humps... lol... this was like three years ago... ;-)

     


  • Gardeninggal said on Oct 24, 2008....
    I am sure I will be showing my age if I comment.  I am sure you will think something not good of me.  You will see me like snow white delusional standing there with a cup of tea not understanding.  I don't get down like that so I can't relate.  I can Rock N Roll with Claasics but I have never spent one second of my life wanting to bitch slap anyone.  Ever listen to Tangerine Dream?  I think it is a good Anxiety-Fighter.  Change your diet, your routine, your amount of Coffee.....if you drink a lot of Coffee, drink less....if you drink none, try a Cup.  Shake it up (baby) and switch it around.  I hope you feel better soon. :)  GG

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