Well today was pretty laid back. Didn't have much to do. Decided that since my carlot broke their contract by not getting my tag before the 30 day period and since I really didn't have the payment this week that I was going to send my car back! So we slept in and then woke at noon I believe and then we went and cleaned my car out and then called my car lot and told them where they could pick it up at. Well not be 30 mins later they were calling me telling me they had the stuff for my tag and that I could wait to make my payment tommarow. So they realized they were in the wrong. I'm getting so tired of the run around with them... especially for me being a customer with them since 99. I have bought a total of 9 cars from them so you would think they would make sure that I'm happy... what they don't realize that this is my last car. They have done me so wrong this time that after I get this one paid off I'm not getting another one no matter how bad I want a change or if this one starts acting up!

On another subject matter.... I had to call Makayla ( my oldest) and inform her that I have to break my promise about her coming home this weekend and tell her that she is going to have to stay with her dad for awhile longer until I can get an apartment. She wasn't very happy about it. Neither were the other two. Don't get me wrong she loves her dad but she dosen't want to live with him and she dosen't like to be there too long. She didn't even want to go on his visit this time and through a major fit when he showed up but he forced her to go and this time she really didn't have much of a choice.

I'm sooo mad that my ex messed my credit up so bad that now I have problems getting into anything.... I can never get approved for nothing. So we are going to have to just get a house instead of an apartment due to the credit check apartments run so this is going to take a little longer to save up enough money to get a place. Anybody want to donate to the help Theresa get a place fund??? LOL.. If so let me know... :) HEHEHE!!! Anyway nothing much else went on today. Went grocery shopping which took about forever cause Lyle got a phone call and him being a man couldn't pay too much attention to anything else....lol. I don't know how many times he almost got me run over by someone else's cart because he wasn't paying attention.... lol. Then we came home and we fixed dinner for everyone.

I'm still depressed.... but handling it better than I was yesterday. Things just seem to be getting worse with no near end in sight. My life hasn't been anything I thought it would be at 26 years old. I know things will get better soon or eventually but its kind of hard to wait. I need something to happen SOON!!!!! And if id don't then I dont' know what I'm going to do...