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This is the music i am listening tonight......
Its from group that i love that works in my Italian island, Sicily...
These are the lyrics in the dialect of Sicilan.....believe me, i too don't understand this dialect sometime....but it fascinates me...

Chiàncinu l'occhi mei
p'un s'asciucari
amuri ca t'aju a lassari
m'accumpagnu pâ via
chî mei suspiri
'u celu supra a mia
m'aiuta a chiànciri.

Luci cû suli -- câ luna
'a notti s'appoja -- jornu chi fuji
disìu di paci -- scantu di guerra
çiatu -- paroli
l'acqua s'asciuca -- 'u siccu si vagna
disìu di paci -- scantu di guerra.


My eyes are crying
Can't dry them anymore
My love, you left me
and the sky above me
helps me to cry.

Light on lights. The moon
sometimes hides.
The days were peaceful
now are days of war.
The water has dried too.


There are also beautiful, soothing Arabic lyrics mixed in the song. In Sicily we have had North African, Arabic and Muslim influences since the beginning of time. The original Sicilian people settled here from the Middle East. They also used to be known as the "Emirate of Sicily" for a time.

Below is one of my drawings......black ink and white paper....

My drawing

I like to see the tiny lines of black ink shaping themselves in front of my eyes.....like a out-of-myself hand is guiding mine ......i escape from the present and reach a land where i know ill be happy and open.......Possibilities of the brain inspired by the possibilities of a white canvas..

Those tiny lines scream loud......
I hope one day to be like that girl swinging ....swinging so high to touch that huge moon..

The constrictions of the white paper then will disappear.....i will be one and many..
My fears and worries long gone...

Drawing has always been better than meditating  for me....i would love to learn calligraphy....i will, some day.....

Lately i didn't draw much though.......words have become my personal mantra....

But tonight, out of nowhere, from inside my memory, i feel the need to draw again..

I want to tell you the story behind this drawing: I sold a satisfying (and surprising) numbers of copies of it (and other works) when i was still in Italy..... two friends of mine and I used to sell our productions as street vendors in Piazza Navona, in Roma,.

The place was a favorite gathering point for many other people like us that would sell each night their artistic works......

We used to scatter our drawings on the street walk close to the magnificent fountain in the center of the piazza.
Those nights were magic...with the smells of nearby coffee bar and restaurants.....families strolling by...street musicians mixing their sounds......people of many nationality stopping and asking us the price, the inspiration, the technique....

I used to seat on those ancient Romans street stones with my long skirt and my long hair down to the wings of my shoulder, smoking and smiling...

The nights were long and full of so interesting people to talk with, to listen to, to share with a little piece of my life...

I remember Elisa, an Israeli girl in Roma for studying Architecture. Sanhid, a Nigerian guy who had came in Italy to escape poverty and was earning some money doing acrobats and magic tricks. I still fondly remember Michele, a girl from Paris, in love with an Italian asshole who left her with a baby in the making....

I wonder where all these people are right now...under which moon...doing what.....

This drawing is made of all these memories....and the music too...



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  • moonriver said on Oct 04, 2008....
    i read it twice, and enjoyed the accompanying music. i'm speechless at the beauty of this blog and your drawing.

    you should really write more blog pieces like this. maybe even start sketching again? (despite the time constraints...)

    i can't avoid but recall the parallels in my life, when i stayed with a group of activist but bohemian artists in a similar part of my old home city, the old colonial district that became a major tourist area. we also sold our prints, but not on sidewalks but to gallery owners and hotel interior decor managers -- because they were lousy bargain hunters, unlike the tourists who knew exactly how to haggle.

  • gingersoul said on Oct 04, 2008....
    Moon.....thank you so much, my friend...:-)

    Coming from you, the appreciation is doubly meaningful. I saw your works up close and i know how skillful you are and what "third eye" you have to catch the life around you.....

    I remember a beautiful post of yours where we were talking about the sketching process, the doodling urge, the ink love and our similar experience and taste...

    I was sure you would have liked the music.....isn't hypnotizing?
  • Lucytorial said on Oct 04, 2008....
    Ginger ~ I feel almost as though I am putting graffiti over this post by commenting.  The words that flow from your heart are always so precious. 
  • gingersoul said on Oct 04, 2008....
    Lucy.....thank you....some graffiti can be artistic, btw......:-)
     
    A post is indeed this..... a white canvas that we fill  up with our words...no matter the media we use....
    When we let our emotions talk there is only truth and beauty...honesty and freedom... 
  • Lucytorial said on Oct 04, 2008....
    I have to say you are one of the most attractive souls I have met in a very long time, I admire your strength to express the way you do.  Thank you, I'd love to see more of your drawings though, they're more a self portrait.
  • Battycat said on Oct 04, 2008....
    I'll have to wait till I get home to here the song, but I love the lyrics.
    That drawing is wonderfull, I envy your artistry :-) Show us some more.
  • beyondtheveil said on Oct 04, 2008....
    ginsoul- You write of worlds I've never seen, doing things I've never done, and expressing as I've never expressed. So many times, reading you is like entering a fantasy world. And as many times I'm left with a longing, a longing to want to be a part of more that won't ever happen.

    But its not a sad feeling, its a feeling of quiet exposure to beautiful thoughts.

    Love the drawing, so glad you posted it.
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Oct 05, 2008....

    Oh, Ginge!

    A beautiful, lyrical post,  as always.  It breathes, it entices, and it invites to a world of many possibilities...

    I have missed you so, you know?  You have always been there... I got lost somewhere... I am back...

    You inspire with your words... you heal with your words, you spread love...

    I love you, dearest friend, always

    <3

    joanna ~






  • diabolicdame said on Oct 05, 2008....
    Wow.. what a beautiful sketch and what a beautiful post!! Your words are like music.. they flow and they sing.. I can hear the melody even before playing the song accompanying it.. thanks for posting this.    :-)
  • woman said on Oct 05, 2008....
    Thank you Ginger.I feel like a know you much better after this post. I liked reading about how an unknown hand would guide yours. I know that feeling. It is as if you are simply and instrument. Nothing more. And really, no need for anything more. Your drawing is beautiful and speaks of who you are. Thank you again. This was indeed lovely.
  • gingersoul said on Oct 05, 2008....
    Lucy......thank you again......yes, i might post something else in the future....you are too nice...

    Batty........did you hear the song now? ....hope you like it......:-)

    BeyBey.....my friend, i told you i was going to....

    I am happy if the music and the words and the drawing had opened up some little window in your mind...i think the best work we can do in a place like SC is stimulating synapses between each other.....

    One never knows what idea might spark and from which unexpected sources..

    I will post something else.....i have several stuff indeed...but i have to scan them first...
    Thank you again for your words...
  • gingersoul said on Oct 05, 2008....
    Joanna.....oh you.....from where you pull out this sweetness of yours?
    I am always glad to read you here....i am following your letter series....love it .
    You are a sunshine...dark clouds can ominoulsy gather but you always come back...{hugs}


    Diabolic....thank you very much, girl.......i bet you appreciate the inspiration of my drawing........your country is very intriguing to me.....;-)

    Woman....and thanks to you too, lady.....
    Ye, sometimes it does feel like one is a mere instrument....i know that i feel in the zone when i am really absorbed in drawing...or writing..


    There is a technique called unconscious writing....or drawing...
    Its used to free the inner deeper emotions..

    One rests the hand on the paper and let the event happening..some says they feel as really somebody else grabbed their hand to write or paint..
    I think some medium uses it for getting in touch with the spirits....
    I mean, if you believe it...it does makes sense..
  • diabolicdame said on Oct 05, 2008....
    Yes I noticed.. I was wondering about that when I saw the references in the drawing.. I'm still just awestruck by the drawing.. its beautiful.. you are blessed with art!
  • mobil said on Oct 05, 2008....
    WOW gingerbread, you have a great gift, by all means get out that ink and  paper again girl. This talent should not lay dormant.
  • gingersoul said on Oct 05, 2008....
    Diabolic......i found India almost overhelming.....everything is so extreme....the beauty of the Nature, the brightness and variety of the colors... i have seen amazing shades of colors in the fabric of the sari, the building too are so artistically decorated...the jewelry is exquisite....
    I love the henna works too...with all that tiny ink lines....as you might understand now....:-)


    Mobil.....than you, my friend.....you have always such nice words of encouragement for me...about my love life first and now about my doodling.....
    How can i not love you?....:-)..
     
     
  • diabolicdame said on Oct 05, 2008....
    So I take it you've been to India..? It is overwhelming.. even for me sometimes! hehe.. you see extremes of everything.. good and bad.. but I love the colours!
    And I like doing henna too.. I love the fragrence.. I'll post pictures for you next time I draw with henna on my hands..    :-)
  • queenparanoia said on Oct 06, 2008....
    i never knew you were very talented my italian friend ginger... i love it... i hope you could share more blogs and drawing like this... ;-)
  • gingersoul said on Oct 06, 2008....
    Diabolic...oh no, never been there...i wish to go...but i have always read a lot about your country....religion, literature, traditions.....even Bollywood intrigues me...;-).....

    Few years ago i was working in a different company ...a co-worker of mine was a very petite and sweet girl named Nita Patel..we become friend and she told me one day that she was going to meet her future husband. She had never met him before because it was an arranged marriage planned by their families...
    It was basically like the families had acted as match,com...lol...
    .
    She showed me the pic of this guy who was at that moment working in Boston  and he was a real cutie. She said she was very lucky because she liked him a lot.
    She took two weeks of vacation that year to go in India for her very first time (he r family had moved in the States before she was born) and she told me she didn't like it at the beginning...too much people, too much noise, and the smell in the street was too intense , she said....

    She went there to meet his family and buy her wedding sari...she showed me the  henna work that they did to her two days before the wedding......lovely..
    I really enjoyed her  stories....wonder where she is now.....

    Queenie....well...i am a multi-talented soul.....lol.....i am thinking to post some of my photographs one of these days......stay tuned...;-)
  • satanx said on Oct 08, 2008....
    I saw the word "SOUL" and had to stop. Nice post!
  • gingersoul said on Oct 08, 2008....
    Satanx......are you going to ask me to sell you my soul?.....lol....

    Thank you...i am glad you liked it...
  • SlickNick said on Oct 09, 2008....
    Wow ginger you are so talented! Your drawing is amazing! I wish I could draw half that good.
  • gingersoul said on Oct 09, 2008....
    Slick........thank you very much....:-)

    I wish i could draw again like that ....but it seems i have never the time or the inspiration lately.....but...never say never, right?
  • sehnen said on Oct 29, 2008....
    there's a lot to be said for settling on a gender identity
  • satanx said on Nov 05, 2008....
    I saw the word BLACK and stopped here. Where have you gone?
  • mixednuts said on Nov 17, 2008....
    Mi bella fiori...I love reading you work!
  • Jan's_View said on Nov 28, 2008....
    You have a lovely writing style. I'm new to SoulCast and found your blogs just now. Offering your experiences on your island in a beautiful way is only one gift you have.
  • gingersoul said on Nov 28, 2008....
    Jan.......thank you for reading and leaving such a nice comment....:-)
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  • sehnen said on Jun 26, 2009....
    crying is something the man who says he loves me doesn't care about
  • gingersoul said on Jun 26, 2009....
    Sehnen.....i am sorry to read this...
     
    If the man who says he loves you doesn't care for your tears...what love is he claiming to have for you?
  • sehnen said on Jun 29, 2009....
    music is gone for me, and art. but tears are something I still have.
  • gingersoul said on Jun 29, 2009....
    Again.......i am saddened bu your words...
    But you can use art and music to express those tears though....
  • sehnen said on Jun 30, 2009....
    I appreciate your sensitivity. The man had nothing to give, he seems to have wanted only to take. He is the man who told me people wanted to kill me and that I was being protected by the FBI. I believed him when he said these things. He told me my grandfather had been in organized crime, and I later found out from another source that this is true. I believe the man is an agent. In any case, we fell in love, and I believed that eventually the undercover baloney would stop and I'd get much more of his real self than I had got. But he loves his job more than anything, and gives and gives and gives to the job. There's nothing left to give me.
  • beyondtheveil said on Jun 30, 2009....
    I just had to come back and read again, look at the drawing, and relive my comment. 
  • gingersoul said on Jun 30, 2009....
    Thank you...i like to know you are doing this...its like receiving an unexpected visit ....   
  • sehnen said on Jul 01, 2009....
    some people have more resiliency than others. some people recover, some don't. it would be nice for you to leave comments on MY blog sometimes.

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