sat 4 oct

 

i know that before she was arrested, the psycho-chick was reading this blog. i hope that now she's out on bail and all, now that she deserves bail after putting a contract on my life, she's reading again. TELL YOUR FRIENDS, PSYCHO, TO PAY ATTENTION TO DEATAILS, INCLUDING: AIRCRAFT, COLORS, HEAVY EQUIPMENT, SIRENS, AND SCHOOL BUSES.

 

a protection operation is a multi-layered, complicated thing. the abuse that goes on from the FBI while they are protecting me (the juicy bait) is also multi-layered.

 

i've had relatively bad luck all my life. but the crowning touches were two: the bad luck to stir up the one mafia in the world that hates my family, and the bad luck to do this in bush's administration, when the FBI can take a low-income nothing like me and turn me illegally into bait. mind you, georgie wouldn't have let this massacre that's been perpetrated on me get done to anyone he CARED about, but i had no one to care when the FBI came calling. that was the job of the DMH, to look after my mental health. instead they pissed their pants, like everyone else, and sold me down the river to be used as bait. sold my animals down the river, and me with them.

 

a message for a reader/abuser/absolutely intractable control-freak:

memyself....   i don't want to live in florida. i said that months ago. i'm a new england person. i don't want to live in florida, and i don't want to live in proximity to AEN. you just won't stop trying to control me, will you. drop dead. very, very, very dead.