before i change my mind about this, i finally made a blog that can at least hide my identity (uber grateful to have bumped into this blog host) because there are some aspects about my life and me in general that i don't really want to share with others, but hey im only human, and there are limitations to what any human can take at a time.
compared to my other blogs, this is different because:
I will just be plainly and bluntly honest with myself. no conscious efforts to correct my grammar, syntax and all that technicalities. with the spelling i would probably mind to bother correcting it/them. that is if i notice the errors.
I will use whatever language suits me at the moment i write entries. i do not want to think about translating my thoughts in the English language if it costs the essence of the thought im trying to say.
in relation to the previous statement, besides the language I will not pressure myself into writing in a certain time period because i dont really have a say to everything and anything. i do not want to have to write an entry and see it as something i have to force myself to do or think about. no i will stop being consious about these things.
lastly and most importantly, I can finally be honest with myself wholeheartedly, 100%. i don't have to pretend all the time anymore. this will serve as my sanctuary where i can be me. this will be a place where i can express myself in ways i know how and not entirely hide myself in the dark.
this will be a breath of fresh air for me. no pretense. just plain old me. and not need to be ashamed of what people have to say.
pieces will talk about my thoughts, my views and biases, my unexpressed feelings, my life.



