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When does the acceptance begin?

condrickswife posted on Oct 02, 2008 | views: 85 | Tags: grief, Mourning questions, healing
1.  When does the acceptance begin?
 
2.  When does the pain end?
 
3.  When does the understanding take place?
 
4.  When do I stop seing his face?
 
5.  When do I stop feeling alone?
 
6.  When do I start feeling comfortable at home?
 
7.  When can I sleep in my bed?
 
8.  When does his voice leave my head?
 
9.  When does everything turn back to being regular?
 
10.  When will the two of us be back together?
 
I want my life back.  I want to wake up from this dream that is called the present and have my husband back with us.  It still feels like he was here yesterday. 
 
Our anniversary is approaching, along with his birthday and my birthday.  One week of joy will be one week of hell this year.  Oct. 15th, 19th and 23rd.  Pray for me.


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  • secretlife said on Oct 02, 2008....
    i will pray for you.
    all of these days will be very difficult for you.
     
    Have you begun reading?  i know i did alot of reading after losing my brother in law and father....
     
    Elizabeth Kubler Ross has some good books on grief.  There are also lots of different books on life after life and those types of topics......they could help you.

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