still wed 1 oct o8
so who knew? yes, i reported a drug dealer who, unbeknownst to me, happened to be part of this organized crime family in some way. yes, it's also been suggested to me that the landlady was ALSO connected with these criminals in some way. so there's a contract on my life. but there's another factor fueling the hatred of these people towards me. a relative of mine, dead before i was born, ALSO belonged to this mafia, betrayed them, got murdered, and now there's an eternal vendetta against me, made even worse by the FBI's insistence on killing people.
apparently the branch of my family in another country were mobsters. who knew? not ME. none of us who've been born in this country, and that's four generations now, have ever had anything to do with organized crime. but there are people in the citizenry of greenfield and turners who believe this, that i have lived 22 years among them as some kind of mafia princess pretending to be poor and drug-free and alcohol-free. i'm doing my best to disavow people of this notion, especially in turners. i'm also doing my best to dispel the idea many of them have that i DID consent to being the FBI's bait, that i WAS told my situation in a forthright manner and that i agreed to help. COMPLETE FABULATION.
i'm telling anyone who will listen that the FBI illegally put me out on the streets as bait without my informed consent. and further, that the FBI is trying to cover its federal ass by painting me as delusional, though i have no history in 55 years of any delusions, voices, visions, etc.



