One noise, on crash, on hit and you're gone. Outside the care is where you layed. Helpless, blood everywhere. I guess you can say I cried more than ever but also died. I died like never before. Once the phone rang and those words were spoken I was paralized. Not being able to move, breathe, see. It was harder than you have ever expected. Standing and feeling your legs turn to dust. Feeling dead yet alive, no words to describe it. Where did we turn? To our friend called blade. Where everything came streaming down. She was my bestfriend, my sister, my crazy ass loser, my hero. I miss her. Every song of every words reminds me of her. Every smile dosen't sompare for hers could light up the world. Her choice of words were wise yet amazing. She spoke with such confidence. Saddness? Was never a word to her. Happiness applied and that's it. She smiled, for no reason. She laughed because she was happy. She made me happy. Dead the next day, on the hospital bed. But wait, rewind. I never told her good-bye. I never told her what I wanted to say. The worst feeling is not being given the chance to say good-bye to the person that means the most to you. Every waking day you're in my head. Thinking about you hurts so much. My heart feels like it is about to stop beating at times. Come back? For another adventure. One more smile, and I'll kiss you good bye. Heaven is under your feet angel. I love you.



-AsmaHeartAttack