Last night I had a terrible dream.
My husband and I were on a big ship out on the ocean with a large group of people. The weather turned bad and a huge storm was approaching. We could feel the water churning and see monstrous waves heading toward us.
I asked my husband if we could try to stay together by holding on to one another, or at the very least try to find one another after the wave hit if we survived. He told me no. He said his mother had told him to just look after himself.
I stood there stunned with hot tears streaming down my cheeks as I felt the wave hitting the ship. I couldn't believe he didn't care about me. I didn't even try to hold on. I was swept away in the wave. I was wondering how it was going to feel to drown and that I wouldn't have lived anyway because of the diabetes.
I woke up gasping for air and panicked. The dream was so vivid that I couldn't shake that it wasn't real for a moment or two.
My blood sugar was high this morning when I tested before breakfast. I'm sure it was because of the dream. That seems to be a trend lately. Bad dreams equal a higher morning blood sugar. It's happened quite a bit lately. I'm always back in range by lunch time.
I hope your dreams were more pleasant than mine.
CW
CreativeWoman posted on Sep 30, 2008
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Me-Myself&I said on Sep 30, 2008....
i looked up in my dream book the meaning of a ship-wreck....it said ~ a sitution in which you will have to defend your reputaion. huh?well i woke-up seeing and thinking about lines.... just a ----- line? lol.... i think i've lost it.... i crossed the line to insanity. lol *smile*oh lordy help! well i hope all is well. life is strange isn't it. have a good day CW. take care ~see ya -
skald said on Sep 30, 2008....
Oh you poor thing that was an awful dream. I used to dream that I had lost my husband on New Years Eve and I could not find him. I was shouting and looking for him and I could not find him.
Please don't take that dream you had too seriously. I think this kind of dream is just anguish from our selves.
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CreativeWoman said on Sep 30, 2008....
MMI,
Thanks for looking up the meaning in your book. I think it fits more into how I always feel like I'm not a priority to him and the diabetes kind of speaks for itself. Who knows, maybe the reputation thing is something yet to surface.
Did you look up the lines in your book? You have a good one too.
skald,
I think you are right about dreams helping us to flush out some emotions. I wish they weren't so scary though.
Sorry to hear you've had such bad dreams too.
CW
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Alyss said on Sep 30, 2008....
{hugs} CW. -
CreativeWoman said on Sep 30, 2008....
Thank you, Alyss.
CW
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PAPERBACKWRITER said on Sep 30, 2008....
(((hugggggggggieeeesss)))
I am wishing you better dreams, dearest Cdub <3
paper ~
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CreativeWoman said on Sep 30, 2008....
Thank you for the better dreams post, Paper. That was very thoughtful of you.
CW
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wishyouwerehere said on Sep 30, 2008....
CW - Wishing you more pleasant dreams - maybe this is just the mind's way of processing stress? -
CreativeWoman said on Sep 30, 2008....
wishy,
Thank you. I think you are probably right. Life overwhelms me sometimes and it makes sense it would spill into my dreams.
CW
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queenparanoia said on Sep 30, 2008....
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
i think it was more than a dream... but dont worry i know you can save yourself...
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CreativeWoman said on Sep 30, 2008....
queen,
Thank you. I hope so.
CW
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GrapeKoolaid said on Oct 01, 2008....
I know those vivid dreams.... The ones that seem so real...
Gives me the heebie jeebies just thinking about it.
Hope your dream last night was better. :)
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CreativeWoman said on Oct 01, 2008....
Grape,
I don't remember what I dreamed about last night, but I did wake up feeling anxiety. I'm sure there was a dream. I just don't know what it was. I'm goofy that way sometimes.
CW
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