Like any others, I have other social network and blog sites apart and before Soulcast. In those sites, I post my pictures and people know me by my real name, they know bits and pieces and me. I wrote significant events in my life and I let people read them. My blogs were happy, intellectual and guarded. Just how I want people to see me. I have several thoughts before that I couldn’t post in those sites for fear of judgment. Most people did not see my emotional weakness, neither my dark thoughts. And I did not want to hand that to them so easily.

In one of my aimless clicks on my keyboard, I stumbled upon Soulcast and I have read people’s post and was enthused by people’s anonymity and the empathetic responses from readers. Here, I thought, I could write without inhibition. I could just be myself. However, though people here are strangers, it is weird that I am still concerned of how people will view me. I am damned fu**ed of people’s perception. And fu**ed I will damned be if I don’t cut myself a slack.

So, from now on, I have vowed to be a little more genuine in my posts in Soulcast. I might need a new Username, I’m thinking about that, to a fresh start. Hmmmmm…guess who will I be next or will I change?