mon 29 september

 

mostly i wrote on wordpress.com today, braon's blog.

 

so, mafiosi, pay attention. pay attention to EVERYTHING. there isn't the slightest detail in the environment that you should not pay attention to. really, i think you should recruit rather than kill me. my information might be at least a little bit useful. give me the home the FBI never did, let me do a few little things i wanted to do before dying, THEN shoot me. in the meantime, i'll tell you things i've learned. because despite the propaganda the FBI puts out about me, i am NOT stupid, NOT deaf, dumb and blind, and NOT delusional. i am a keen observer, and a keen interpreter, and a keen extrapolator. you know the genes i come from. it's part of the reason you hate me. but it's also part of the reason you should believe in me.

 

BETRAYAL. it is so much the dominant theme in this whole story. internal betrayals within sides, betrayals across the lines, and on and on. and i, the victim with the contract on her life, the person who committed no crimes, have been betrayed by EVERYONE. now i betray.