in my 20's, i took painkillers against fever and cold.
tylenol was my favorite because it was very effective.
then came the famous tylenol crisis of 1992.
(correction: it was 1982. thanks to mobil.)
someone put deadly cyanide into tylenol capsules.
7 people died, 31 million bottles were recalled.
tylenol dropped to 7% market share from its former 37% lead.
the tylenol company didnt intend the poisoning of course.
in fact, it acted responsibly by way of crisis control.
it made drastic redesigns to make the product more tamper-proof.
but to me, it became an eye-opener.
first i questioned my faith in tylenol.
then i doubted synthesized drugs in general.
since then i've never popped pain-killers.
it's no longer whether tylenol is tamper-proof or not.
it's become, does my body need artificial pain-killers or not.
unless i'm up for surgery or dental mayhem, i won't take any.
the tylenol crisis was just the trigger, the eye-opener.
until the late 1990's, i was a super-consumer of coke.
the soft drink, not the addictive alkaloid.
i had sworn off hard liquor, beer and smoking.
but somehow, i became a nearly-addictive coke drinker.
then came the famous belgian coke crisis of 1999.
240 belgian and french kids fell ill after drinking coke.
the company pulled out 30 million cans and bottles.
again, the coke company didnt intend to poison people.
but there was company irresponsibility and neglect.
there was also no drastic process change.
only perfunctory PR damage control.
to me, again, it became an eye-opener.
first i questioned my faith in coke.
then i looked at my drinking tastes in general.
i still drink coke occasionally.
no other soft drink will do, just coke.
is it healthy? nope. does my body need it? nope.
so why do i continue to drink it?
because i'm very, very fond of the taste.
so long as i drink it only occasionally,
like once a week or every two weeks.
more than that, i feel like throwing up.
now i'm a drinker of fruit juice and wine.
not because they are healthier, although they are.
i drink them because now i like the taste better.
it's simply a question of my tastes having changed.
the coke crisis was just the trigger, the eye-opener.
now comes the 2008 china milk scandal.
some companies decided to add melamine to their milk.
melamine wreaks havoc on the kidneys.
several babies have died.
thousands have developed renal and urinary problems.
all china-made milk products are now suspect.
correction:
all packaged foods with chinese markings are now suspect.
the milk companies surely didnt intend to poison the consumers.
surely, they only wanted to add a bit more protein.
or maybe they wanted to bolster claims about their nutritious product.
later they tried to cover up.
when they no longer could, they pulled out from the store shelves.
then they informed the public and apologized.
that doesn't make their action any less criminal.
i've stopped buying and drinking china milk products.
you can drag me and entice me to a chinese store.
you can cut the price to 1/10th of what it was before.
you can even maybe force me to buy the milk.
but you can't force me to drink it.
now i'm at a point where i ask myself:
does my body need milk products?
probably yes, but i'll survive without them.
do i still crave milk and dairy products?
definitely. i'm a sucker for creamy cheese.
will i continue buying china milk products?
i don't know, i have to read some more on it.
maybe i'd decide to survive on a diet of swiss cheese.
or maybe i'll shift to chinese soy bean products.
it's simply a question of me not having decided yet.
but definitely thinking about it.
do i want dairy in my life?
eenie meenie mynie moe...
the china milk scandal was just the trigger, the eye-opener.
so there.
i've sworn off painkillers, not just tylenol.
i enjoy an occasional sip of coke. just coke.
i still crave milk and cheese, but not chinese please.
different tokes for different folks.
someone puts poison in your food or drink or drug.
it's all unintentional.
the company meant well.
so they fucked up. tough luck.
so they pull out the product for a while.
so you swear off the brand or product type for a time.
then it makes you think of what you want in the long term.
then the alarm wears off.
everything can go back to normal again.
or so you assume. but you have doubts.
you think some more: what do you want in the long term?
then you make some hard decisions.
tylenol, coke, china milk.
i pause to think...
some relationships i know are like that.



