Its seems not long when I had a companied my self with friends. Its the only reason I am happy because of them, but as time pass I feel being deserted, being left, being neglect and in the end I am left alone..
They never left me alone I am the one who left them. It seems I don't deserve them the feeling of out casted a pariah..
I never got a change to love someone because of this attitude..
The feeling of being neglect by your love ones..
As a loner I always spend the day alone.
Even though I am not that lonely I still prepared to be alone..
They use to say that a person whom had forgotten friendship is worst than trash or a foul odored fish..
I always think that I am like that..
But you know what..
I am a very friendly person that always smile in front of friends.
A loyal kind of friend whom never betray a friend.
A helpful kind of person that always ready to help with out hesitation.
A yes person whom never say no.
I use to be that person when I'm with my friends..
But like what I said as time pass by..
I am left alone..
I should not feel bad for myself because I had chosen this path of loneliness..
Or should I?
Lefras posted on Sep 27, 2008
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hotaka said on Sep 27, 2008....
Sometimes you choose to be alone because it's easy for you to handle. I have many dear friends but I rarely see them - once a year, once every two years. My job has me talking with people everyday about what's going on in their lives so they become my outlet for conversation. When my wife is away I come home alone and spend my time at home alone. I am alright with that. Too many friends around would be suffocating. Maybe that's a bit like you too? -
butter1970 said on Oct 17, 2008....
I see so many posts on here about things just like this. I tell them all the same thing. Self confidence will take you sooo far in life. Sometimes when your down its really easy to stay down instead of fighting your way out of it. Youve got to want to become a part of life around you or you will continue to slide. I went through some rough addictions and all my true friends tried to help but eventually I drove them all away. It has taken a long time but Im just now gaining thier trust and friendship back.Now when they see me they see a self confident upbeat person and they want to be part of that.....good luck and god bless
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