ok, truth be told, i've been thinking alot about sex lately. maybe because i haven't had it in so long, but ......i'm really feeling that i need it.
not with him.......i just don't feel it for him.
but i'm thinking.....maybe........oh but that is so bad. after all the shit he put me through, i really don't want him to find out and then be able to throw that in my face. maybe he won't find out. but am i willing to risk that??
