Someone doesn't want me questioning Christianity. I was starting to get normal Publisher's Clearinghouse emails until after questioning it. I'm also noticing that I get pains when I question it sometimes now. What kind of slavery is this? I shouldn't be going through pains. No one should be trying to bully me into being Christian either. I should be able to choose on my own without being harassed. What is wrong with questioning it? I see many Christians suffer. I see Pagans suffer. I see many suffer. I know that I'm not the only one suffering. Still, should I have to tolerate being bullied into Christianity? I wonder if its due to all of those people that I hear pray for me. I would be very angry with them if this is their way to psychically force me to give up something that once worked for me. I'm not out harming them. I don't think that they should be sending their demons or spirits my way just because I don't worship Jehovah. I am mad. There is nothing like feeling hurt because people refuse to accept you for what you are. I have felt that way all of my life for many different reasons. I went to church last night. I don't think that I'll be going back on Sunday. I may just go to the church to do the work and go home. I may also, depending on how I feel, find another jobsite to work at. It's just that this one is so much closer to home. I have to see what I am doing. I don't know what I want anymore. All I know is that I don't want to be forced when the bible shows that I'm probably going to hell anyway.
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WriterCarlDobbs said on Sep 25, 2008....
Believe what you will. I have several articles I wrote about it. If you feel you wnat to explore it further please visit my blog soulcast.com\writercarldobbs. You'll see scientific explantions and other things in the Bible that may help you make a decision. God bless. -
hellboundmercinary said on Sep 25, 2008....
I'm sorry. I don't want to offend those who aren't trying to bend me or shape me. I just feel scared. I don't know what this spirit or part of my subconcience wants that it is going to give me needle pains when I have thoughts. I believe that everyone should have the Choice to follow their own path. -
andora said on Sep 27, 2008....
i understand and wish that i could help people understand the dynamics of free will. there is choice
my world is very different than the norm because i stepped out of superstitious realities.
people misunderstand me here grossly because they think i am pushing my idea's upon them, but the truth is I am trying to point out how free Will works and that we all have the power to create what we desire - they want to make this about darkside sexuality, and it isn't
no one has to live as i do in order to enjoy the principle of panGasm. and, its not about me...as many like to characterize me here, but they are just lashing out because they didn't want to understand what i was saying, simply because of my delivery...oh well...sucks to be powerless
people who run deep should find out how powerful they are...the rest can have the small talk, i'll try not to resent them for this...
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