Well my son is cutting teeth and therefor been in a rather bad mood most of the day.  I'm finding that very frustrating and I'll be glad when he's done with it.  Of course I had to get him to sleep tonight twice...the first time he went to sleep fine then my goddaughter woke him up with her loud voice etc. Of course as soon as I get him into bed and leave him there fast asleep my husband has to call and he's the one that gets angry if I turn the ringer off on the phones in the bedroom so now I've got a baby crying at me and I have to spend the next hour trying to get him to sleep again.  How much do you want to bet when my husband gets home he wakes him up AGAIN!!!

I'm irritated also about this goddaughter of mine.  She wants to come over every day and just "hang out" because she doesn't want to be around her family.  The girl is 20 and will be 21 in just over a month.  Normally I wouldn't mind her coming over but she's starting to act like she owns the place.  First their was the pantry.  She moved something I placed in the pantry, just came up behind me and moved it and then complained that I'd put it in the wrong place.  That's MY pantry I'll put what I want in it however I damn well please! 

She's over for dinner and has started to complain about the time I cook it, or how I cook it.  Tonight she tried to help herself to pizza as if dinner was just expected.  It was old pizza and when I told her it was probably no good she asked if it was the stuff from the other day.  I couldn't believe the attitude she gave me when I informed I don't buy pizza everyday.  I mean really I'm not made of money!  The fact that she will plop herself in the worst places and expect everybody to walk around her, doesn't help out much if at all, has lately wanted to be on my pc chatting with her friends, almost constantly texts someone and then when she does want to engage expects to be the focus of the conversation.

I'm also getting tired of her whining and complaining that nothing is her fault.  She gets bad grades but it's always the teachers fault.  Fights with her family but it's their fault.  I mean it's gotten to be ridiculous.  She even gets pissed at her best friend when he doesn't react the way she wants and when they fight she HAS to be right.  She needs to grow up.

So how is the rest of my life going?  Well I'm still trying to unpack and get this new house organized but it's going SO slowly I often feel like I'm not making much progress.  Hubby is too tired to be of much help until the weekends and often his mood is so foul it's not worth asking him for help.  I feel like I spend a lot of time trying to clean up after him and others which wouldn't bother me if I had everything else taken care of but right now it's just exasperating.  Maybe I'm just expecting WAY too much out of myself...after all I still have to take care of my son who is only 10 months old and clingy as well as trying to organize the house, do the laundry and cleaning and cooking.  I want to achieve perfection but it's beyond me at this point.