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today is the start of our mock calls... to some of you who doesn't know my job yet i'm a call center agent...

at first i was kinda confident about it. but my coworkers were teasing me (the assholes one) i lose my concentration... messed it up... made a complete fucking fool of myself...

i was so emotional!!! i would want to curse and punch someone after that but instead i went to the bathroom and cry.. (i would rather cry than get fired by being punching and cursing someone.)

i went to our trainor afterwards to explain myself... instead i cried in front of her andd in front of my coworkers...

what the fuck i was too emotional!!!

at that moment i was really hard on myself... i have this high expectation that i could this and then if i justmade a little mistake my concentration is broken and i fell apart...

shit...

after that, we had a meeting... i stop crying then... thank goodness some of my coworkers where funny and the tried to make me laugh... i said some cuz there this asshole who made me more angry... that asshole who keep teasing me while i was doing the call... the egonistic asshole who i think is not taking a bath...

the fucktard sat beside me and he smells...

ewwww  i know...

anyway i feel better after that... i would try better tomorrow... no.... i will do my best tomorrow!!!

it's just me... i'm hard on myself...i know i should stopping doing that but it's a hard habit to break...

another surprise was from my male coworker.... i thought that this male coworker was an asshole... well i guess my first impression of him was. he was actually really nice and taught me on what i did wrong... he never laughed at me when i cried. (the other asshole did). anyway it's nice that there's a guy like him who isn't so egosistical prick like the other one...

this is really a tiring day...

too many emotions... but tonight i think it would be better... me and the family and my friend are going to watch a movie tonight... (yay) after that i can call my friend to teach me with some pointer in taking some calls.... it's not easy at it seem...

well, that's my day today... it's not so nice at the start but i think it's gonna end well...

and tomorrow i would do my best!!!

 

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  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Sep 22, 2008....

    (((mahigpit na yakap)))

    kaya mo, alam ko!!! i feel your fighting spirit <3333333

    hope the movie will entertain and help you decompress, kapatid

    :X

    ate papel ~


  • pickersplock said on Sep 22, 2008....
    Don't feel bad Queenie!
    Get lots of rest, go back and kick their butts!
  • dazed_and_confused said on Sep 22, 2008....
    You can do it my dear queenie.

    Let me share my first day experience on the floor:
    My first caller was Chinese, demanding an interpreter, but then at that time, there were no Chinese supports, and I was really really rattled. The second call was no better. I messed up, and the caller kept calling me an idiot and a stupid one at that.
    Third caller, worst. As I said, you'll get used to it, and get better each and everytime.

    Cheers!
  • chrisevans129 said on Sep 22, 2008....
    the best revenge is living well. 
    don't give that meanie-pants a second thought!
    sounds like you were able to refocus on good stuff and time with family and friends. 
    now you're going to be better than ever!
  • uniquely-ironic said on Sep 22, 2008....
    I'm so sorry Queenie.  You sound so stressed out.  Here's a virtual hug to take to work with you. ((((((Hug))))))
     
    Try to surround yourself with the non-assholes.  Like the guy who helped you out.  And if the Fucktard gives you more grief tell him very loudly that you're glad the phones don't transmit smell or he'd be guilty of killing off customers. :)
  • queenparanoia said on Sep 22, 2008....

    paper: thanks for the hug ate papel!! i needed that!!! ;-) hay sana nga malampasan ko to.

    pickers: thanks soulcast twin... ;-)

    dazed: grabe kakahiya umiyak ako... ewan ko ba kung bakit... i dont want this job anymore but i need money!!!

    chris: thanks that's a good advice...

    uniquely: thanks for the hug... yeah he really smell that bad. i dont know if he ever take a bath...lol... =)

  • skald said on Sep 22, 2008....
    This person is harassing you and this is not nice. The ones that wanted to make you laugh when you cried were sorry about it. 

    I know what my mother would have said to me but it is so difficult to follow it. Don't give them a shooting range. This is really untranslatable but it means that you should never show a week spot.

    I could not do that but she could. I think it is a good thing they saw you crying because then they know how hurt you were. ((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))
  • Lucytorial said on Sep 22, 2008....
    Nex time look at said asshole Queenie and ask him seriously "what is your problem?" then walk away. 
     
    Now you were emotional because you wanted so much to do well, its okay! don't worry about it remember train that mind to think positive and there won't be so much of a sting...
     
    **hugs girl**
  • travelr712 said on Sep 22, 2008....
    i tell ya what qpdoll, you point that asshole out to me and i'll slap him around until he cries!
     
    it's already tomorrow for you. and i'm sorry i missed this today. you'll do better today. and keep remembering, i believe in you.
  • wombat said on Sep 22, 2008....
    I don't know, but I imagine this is one tough job to learn, much less to actually do!  That you are even doing it amazes me, because I know I would have a really hard time at it, even if I had studied and knew the things you must know to work there.  I hope you can ignore the buttheads and just do your best and know you will get better and better as time goes by.  The closest I have come to this type of job was at a resort as a reservations clerk, but I know I sometimes had a hard time talking to strangers on the phone--it's an art that you learn just like anything else.  And a big POOH to those who aren't supporting your sincere efforts!
  • Lucytorial said on Sep 22, 2008....
    Wombie ~ Is that an elephant sized POO or just a doggy poo.
  • wombat said on Sep 22, 2008....
    Lucy:  An ELEPHANT sized pooh!       (and hi, Luce...)
  • secretlife said on Sep 22, 2008....
    tomorrow is going to be better!!!!!
  • RollingC said on Sep 22, 2008....
    Talk to your manager about this.  If stupid keeps it up then put in a formal complaint ( in writing) and follow up on it.
    Rc
     
    ps.- remember....the longer you take it, the longer he's going to keep it up.
  • queenparanoia said on Sep 23, 2008....

    skald: my other mom in soulcast... ;-) well some of them really didnt mind that i cried... but i'm okay now... more serious happened today...

    lucy: dont worry i'm gonna ignore hhim for a long time...

    trav: thanks for believing trav...

    wombie: dont worry its over now... blog about that later...

    wahahahhaha a big poo alright...

    secret: yes it is!!!

    rolling: well now he wont be bothering me anymore... blog about it later...

     

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