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just let it go...

queenparanoia posted on Sep 21, 2008 | views: 101 | Tags: let it go, Positive thinking

yesterday, i spent all my day lounging around and being a potato couch... watching t.v. and surfing the net... which drove my mother crazy...

and today as i woke up my mother instead of greeting me good morning my mother scolded me for not arranging my clean clothes which is now sitting in the our couch...

i called my friend after that... i was really upset...

i hate it when my family do this... especially now that i'm really stress out with my job... tomorrow will be the mock calls and the final day of my training... if i don't pass this i will get fired.

i hate it cuz sometimes when i go home i feel like nobody in my family will just sit me down and ask me what's wrong with me or if i have a problem without judging me...

i guess i can't blame them too cuz they have their own sets of problem...

after that i read a book... haven't finish reading it yet but it says something about letting go.

we humans tend to hold on to our past...thinking it would change the future... or sometimes we tend to look forward to the future that we sacrifice the present...

can't we be happy in the present moment? just be happy on this moment... without thinking of the what ifs of the past and worrying about the future...

it keep me thinking...

so what if i get fired... am i scared to be disappointed? am i scared of what people would think? would it stop me in getting what i want?!?!?!?!

then just as the book said... just let it go...

just let it go...

disappointments is a part of life... depression, sadness, fear, anger are emotions of being a human...

so yeah i might feel these emotions when i get fired...

but what about love, happiness, joy and all the positive feelings?

i would still feel this after i get fired...

so why the hell should i worry about this...

i decided to just let it go...

and about my mother... well, eventhough until now she's driving me crazy i would not let her ruin my good mood... i would just let it go...

i would stop thinking of the what ifs in the past and the worry for future...

i would enjoy the present moment... ;-)

by the way i just saw this beautiful dance from the t.v.series "you think you can dance" i think it's one of the most beautiful dance i ever saw... just watch it and enjoy the moment.;-)


 

 

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  • Lucytorial said on Sep 21, 2008....
    Bring it on Queenie - positive can turn a bad word into the past so quickly it is forgotten before the sting starts in your heart.
     
    I say let it go too, don't worry, cross each bridge as you come to it always having your positive wonderful goal ahead of you.
     
    keep working towards what you really want and don't you let ANYONE get you down.  Turn it round, let it go and move on in your mind to a happy space!
     
    Yay Queenie!  **hugs, mums can be cruel sometimes but they still love us**
  • queenparanoia said on Sep 21, 2008....
    lucy: thank you lucy! positive thinking really helps especially now where it's really stressful.... ;-)
  • Me-Myself&I said on Sep 21, 2008....
    thanks for the boost!
  • travelr712 said on Sep 21, 2008....
    you've just figured out a very important life lesson qpdoll, and you did it all on your own. i'm proud of you. i know things with your parents can be hard sometimes. you're a young woman, and they still treat you like a child sometimes. and if you are really honest with yourself, you know you still act like one sometimes. but here's the thing. you are trying to grow up. trying to mature. and as long as you keep trying, you'll succeed, and become a spectacular woman in the years to come. i believe in you qpdoll.
     
    and you're right, that was a beautiful dance.
  • Eilan said on Sep 21, 2008....
    You go, qp!
  • queenparanoia said on Sep 22, 2008....

    memyself: ;-)

    trav: glad you love the dance. yeah i hated when they do that sometimes... thanks for belieivng in me trav... ;-)

    eilan: thanks!!! ;-)

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